I was at a point for 6 years or more i only left the house twice a month to go to the methadone clinic. I've had to relearn just driving around town and grocery shopping. Its why I'm such a proponent of medical cannabis. I have a passion for it. I was 250 pounds and passing out. I learned to grow and here I am. Back to normal weight and I'm not falling out. The legal drugs left me a husk of my former self. Folks like you are keeping me stable..I really mean it guys. Thank you for letting me belong here. Now I'm crying .shit