Hello guys! I hope all is well with you
I been i member here before, but i was not myself, i were caught up with drugs, using benzos, alcohol and weed.
I were pretty damn messed up if i could write it straight up.
Im drug-free today and i have for the last
two years thinking of what i want to do and what not to. I spent alot of time thinking of the good things i want to keep and the bad habits i dont want to be apart of...
The list of things i dont want have in my life is very long.....and has alot of negativity.
The positive list, not really a list, but beautiful things that i want to keep in
my life - is my children's and the ability to grow and look at plants.
I probably have highfunctioning autism, HSP, ADHD, and probably some other combinations of love.
I have slight PTSD aswell, from growing up at the wrong side of the town.
Im happy to see there is some names still around that i recognise from before.
I added two nicks under my name so that you know who i was/are.
I hope to grow some of the worlds biggest plants one day, but for now i would be happy to just grow in a 4x4... so i can share it with friends.
And a big apologise to anyone if i ever have written anything that made someone sad.
See you around guys and much love!