Same really I’ve only ever used recreationaly but getting back into them later in life helped me. I wouldn’t advocate psychedelics but there is something in them that genuinely needs to be explored scientifically.I agree with you there about the psychedelics. To be honest when I was taking them I never used them properly to reflect, I was always at music festivals or parties. Don't get me wrong I loved it but it would be nice to have those moments of reflection.
Well done for kicking the coke habit, I've known a few people who ended up in a bit of hole from it. I never got the taste for it luckily always felt it was a selfish drug. Makes you love yourself. Preferred ecstasy as it was a nice loving feeling for everyone..
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