Antipsychotic
Weed and not really giving a shit does that for me.
ppp
rare day off work for this cat and wanted to share the joy! Super grateful for all of you and I hope the day is pleasant for all of us 
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Wish I had more to offer but I’m sending some mojo your way!Lotta pain rn I really have scatter brain so I can't remember if I told you guys what the doctor said, i think yesterday, good / sorta bad news is as of today I have minimum 7 more weeks til my next surgery.. if i can hold out that is. My pancreas looks good so they cleared out the two stents replaced one and if i still look good when they check me at the 7 weeks they'll hopefully permanently take out 2 stents. He said that it was kinda unexpected for it to look so good "only achievable through diet and exercise" he said, so they said now that they cleared what was blocked theres buildup of stuff to drain over the 7 weeks and if i can manage with it like this im better off than having the invasive procedure. It would set me back months of healing before they would check me again to see if the stents should come out. I can tap out whenever I want n go have the surgery, be on a pain management in bed in the hospital before and after, but that means more surgery in the future cuz the stents inevitably clog... They're encouraging me to let my body do it on it's own and then hopefully be done with them since I made it this far. They're being cool about knowing that it's the painful option and sayin they're not forcing me to have to go through it but that it's better in the long run. So short term pain and hopefully be done
... Sorry for the rambly way of typing
Vibes out your way bra.Lotta pain rn I really have scatter brain so I can't remember if I told you guys what the doctor said, i think yesterday, good / sorta bad news is as of today I have minimum 7 more weeks til my next surgery.. if i can hold out that is. My pancreas looks good so they cleared out the two stents replaced one and if i still look good when they check me at the 7 weeks they'll hopefully permanently take out 2 stents. He said that it was kinda unexpected for it to look so good "only achievable through diet and exercise" he said, so they said now that they cleared what was blocked theres buildup of stuff to drain over the 7 weeks and if i can manage with it like this im better off than having the invasive procedure. It would set me back months of healing before they would check me again to see if the stents should come out. I can tap out whenever I want n go have the surgery, be on a pain management in bed in the hospital before and after, but that means more surgery in the future cuz the stents inevitably clog... They're encouraging me to let my body do it on it's own and then hopefully be done with them since I made it this far. They're being cool about knowing that it's the painful option and sayin they're not forcing me to have to go through it but that it's better in the long run. So short term pain and hopefully be done
... Sorry for the rambly way of typing
