If blue-s were a feeling, soul, or emotion, I’d associate it with longing—that tender ache of something beautiful just out of reach; that quiet sense of distance, memory, and introspection.
In Portuguese, there's a word that beautifully captures this feeling: saudade. It speaks to the ache of absence, but also to the beauty of having felt something deeply enough to miss.
But blue-s isn’t only about sadness or yearning. It can also express a kind of peaceful happiness—not euphoria, but a calm acceptance of reality. A blues happiness, if you will: the soft exhale of the soul, the quiet joy that comes from understanding, from letting go, from being still within the flow of things.
So yes, saudade and longing may express the emotional spectrum of blue—but there's also a gentler side to blue. A kind of soulful relaxation, a grounded serenity that belongs to the same palette. It's not the absence of emotion, but the fullness of feeling—held lightly.
Peaceful, deep, and spacious, like looking into the sky or the ocean and feeling both comforted and small.
It could also carry traces of wisdom, solitude, and honesty—like a soul that’s been through things, carries the weight quietly, and speaks with calm clarity. Blue-s feels like the quiet between heartbeats, the cool side of the pillow, the color of a memory you don’t want to forget.
With this spirit—and the genetic pool mentioned above—the Shade of Blues hack was born.
The hack currently includes about half a dozen crosses. I'm now in the process of testing / smoking the selected mothers and preparing my grow space to begin cultivating some of their progeny.
In Portuguese, there's a word that beautifully captures this feeling: saudade. It speaks to the ache of absence, but also to the beauty of having felt something deeply enough to miss.
But blue-s isn’t only about sadness or yearning. It can also express a kind of peaceful happiness—not euphoria, but a calm acceptance of reality. A blues happiness, if you will: the soft exhale of the soul, the quiet joy that comes from understanding, from letting go, from being still within the flow of things.
So yes, saudade and longing may express the emotional spectrum of blue—but there's also a gentler side to blue. A kind of soulful relaxation, a grounded serenity that belongs to the same palette. It's not the absence of emotion, but the fullness of feeling—held lightly.
Peaceful, deep, and spacious, like looking into the sky or the ocean and feeling both comforted and small.
It could also carry traces of wisdom, solitude, and honesty—like a soul that’s been through things, carries the weight quietly, and speaks with calm clarity. Blue-s feels like the quiet between heartbeats, the cool side of the pillow, the color of a memory you don’t want to forget.
With this spirit—and the genetic pool mentioned above—the Shade of Blues hack was born.
The hack currently includes about half a dozen crosses. I'm now in the process of testing / smoking the selected mothers and preparing my grow space to begin cultivating some of their progeny.