This is the final post of this thread. I'm posting no pics. And I'm rethinking my goals as a grower.
I come from a big family. 5 boys and 5 girls. I'm the eldest. One of my brothers suffered multiple strokes Nov. 20th. And another shortly after Thanksgiving. He was paralysed totally on his left side, couldn't speak, and couldn't swallow. Can you imagine surviving that?? Well it gets worse! My poor brother was schizophrenic for the last 40 years. So here is this gentle soul who lived with a mind that didn't always know what was real and what was not, trapped in a now useless body. Yet he struggled to not only survive, but to get better. On dec 22 he went home!
Christmas night he went back to the hospital, and died the morning of the 26th.
I've lost three people dear to me this year. I thought I was going to lose my lady to cancer, but we beat it! Its been a horrible year for me.
So I've decided my growing needs to be for more than just close family. I need to help others in need of cannabis as a medicine. I'm not sure exactly how I'll do that yet, but I will find a way! I have some ideas and need to do some homework before I make a plan.
One thing I'm going to do, is create a strain in honor of my brother. I'm going to call it Crazy Joe. He'd laugh his ass off at that!
I'm debating crosses and its down to Blue Dragon x Auto Ultimate or Mexican Airlines x Trainwreck.
So my posting on my other threads may be a bit sketchy for a bit as I work through this. but This has also given me new purpose and a direction for the rest of my life.
I come from a big family. 5 boys and 5 girls. I'm the eldest. One of my brothers suffered multiple strokes Nov. 20th. And another shortly after Thanksgiving. He was paralysed totally on his left side, couldn't speak, and couldn't swallow. Can you imagine surviving that?? Well it gets worse! My poor brother was schizophrenic for the last 40 years. So here is this gentle soul who lived with a mind that didn't always know what was real and what was not, trapped in a now useless body. Yet he struggled to not only survive, but to get better. On dec 22 he went home!
Christmas night he went back to the hospital, and died the morning of the 26th.
I've lost three people dear to me this year. I thought I was going to lose my lady to cancer, but we beat it! Its been a horrible year for me.
So I've decided my growing needs to be for more than just close family. I need to help others in need of cannabis as a medicine. I'm not sure exactly how I'll do that yet, but I will find a way! I have some ideas and need to do some homework before I make a plan.
One thing I'm going to do, is create a strain in honor of my brother. I'm going to call it Crazy Joe. He'd laugh his ass off at that!
I'm debating crosses and its down to Blue Dragon x Auto Ultimate or Mexican Airlines x Trainwreck.
So my posting on my other threads may be a bit sketchy for a bit as I work through this. but This has also given me new purpose and a direction for the rest of my life.
