Thank you for your concern
@wwwillie
Benzos works just fine, with a bit of weed (at least for me).
I would say xanax (Alprazolam) is a bit strong while diazepam is smoother for me, at recommended dosage.
I see cannabis as a disk-fragmenter, to sort things out and to put things in order, so a couple of puffs is needed to clear my view - and it makes me more clever for what I know today.