Weedname
Make love not war.
You couldn't pay me to go to a gym, I feel far too exposed with far too many eyes on me (even if it's just in my head). I like using the machines but I'm not a fan of the environment. Much rather just do physical labor lmfao.
Oh you got that syndrome. That is a heavy one to deal with, to be honest i don’t think cannabis can heal that part. I had it like that before, and still do if I’m not in my comfor-zone. Prescription-drugs could help - Xanax is one of those, worked for me, together with some testosterone enanthate (fully legal from the house-doctor). (don’t recommend it, but it works while doing it)
You should put some machines in your home or get some weights.
Or just be you as you know yourself best, but fitness/exercise do have a positive effect on your body and soul.