Live Stoner Chat Live Stoner Chat - Apr-Jun '21

[TheHappyClique]

No need buddy It's good to talk (as platos (i think) once said)

It is indeed my friend it's my way of releasing my daily stress good convo with like minded ppl is the best band aid u can ask for

Nothing bad. Just noticing the likes coming in on posts so figured you was up and reading through the morning posts catching up.

I can be a bit type happy I've been told (ADHD )

...me either haha....are you a DJ ?

More so an MC back in the day mate although I did have tec mark 2s direct drives and a Beringer mixer I was rubbish like reallllly reallllly bad at mixing. So I picked up the mic and was actually pretty good if I say so my self .... But a lass my dancing days are long behind me it's more of a whole body wiggle now

 

[Vapo]

Double name drop .... I know the producer for "star trekkin'" ... ..... who's cool NOW eh!?!?

.......you........

 

[Vapo]

It is indeed my friend it's my way of releasing my daily stress good convo with like minded ppl is the best band aid u can ask for
I can be a bit type happy I've been told (ADHD )

More so an MC back in the day mate although I did have tec mark 2s direct drives and a Beringer mixer I was rubbish like reallllly reallllly bad at mixing. So I picked up the mic and was actually pretty good if I say so my self .... But a lass my dancing days are long behind me it's more of a whole body wiggle now

...I was gonna ask about ADHD yesterday (I think?) when you said a head full of ping pong balls.....same here lol....Severe ADHD, all types....may the Great Green Godess herself help live stoners haha....two Adders

 

[Vapo]

..several nasty co-morbids too.....booooooooo

 

[WildBill]

......N-N-N-NAMEDROP......dj Faydz is a friend o' mine......

Sure glad I never went to one of those. Too many people moving around! I'd spend all my time preparing to punch out fools.
Concerts were cool with most people are/were chill.
Pretty sure that crap comes from my military time.
Eating in a restaurant, gotta have my back to the wall and a good view of the room.........gotta see all entrances to the section/building.
Can't tolerate large groups for extended periods of time. Too long of exposure, I start evaluating others as threats and what to do if a threat is perceived.
Had a damn panic attack last year when I went to a gun show with a friend that needed advice. We were there first, but it got PACKED really quick.I might have dealt with it fine, but this was just before everything was shut down because Covid. We were wearing masks, but few others were...............not that masks would do much in that situation. I told my friends to finish things up, I'll be in the truck. Making my way outta the building, the whole damn place was filled with people waiting to go into the sales areas! When I got to the exit, there was a huge line outside. My mind perceived the virus as a threat that I couldn't defend against and that's why I had such a strong response.
Even though my actions are subconscious, I am able to recognize it for what it is, usually instantaneous. Way too many guys can't do that and I'm fortunate to have that ability.
One good thing from canna use, this is not as much in my forethought as it was before and that's a good thing.

 

[Vapo]

Sure glad I never went to one of those. Too many people moving around! I'd spend all my time preparing to punch out fools.
Concerts were cool with most people are/were chill.
Pretty sure that crap comes from my military time.
Eating in a restaurant, gotta have my back to the wall and a good view of the room.........gotta see all entrances to the section/building.
Can't tolerate large groups for extended periods of time. Too long of exposure, I start evaluating others as threats and what to do if a threat is perceived.
Had a damn panic attack last year when I went to a gun show with a friend that needed advice. We were there first, but it got PACKED really quick.I might have dealt with it fine, but this was just before everything was shut down because Covid. We were wearing masks, but few others were...............not that masks would do much in that situation. I told my friends to finish things up, I'll be in the truck. Making my way outta the building, the whole damn place was filled with people waiting to go into the sales areas! When I got to the exit, there was a huge line outside. My mind perceived the virus as a threat that I couldn't defend against and that's why I had such a strong response.
Even though my actions are subconscious, I am able to recognize it for what it is, usually instantaneous. Way too many guys can't do that and I'm fortunate to have that ability.
One good thing from canna use, this is not as much in my forethought as it was before and that's a good thing.

...dude I get that, well most of it(I am not military trained)...large crowds make me feel hemmed in and vulnerable...I think it confuzes my senses with too much going on and fight or flight kicks in haha

 

[TheHappyClique]

...I was gonna ask about ADHD yesterday (I think?) when you said a head full of ping pong balls.....same here lol....Severe ADHD, all types....may the Great Green Godess herself help live stoners haha....two Adders

That was a different guy who mentioned the ping pong balls but I felt his pain too

 

[Vapo]

I'd spend all my time preparing to punch out fools.

...hahaha...just re-read your post and That made me laugh dude lol....dancing fools!!

 

[TheHappyClique]

Sure glad I never went to one of those. Too many people moving around! I'd spend all my time preparing to punch out fools.
Concerts were cool with most people are/were chill.
Pretty sure that crap comes from my military time.
Eating in a restaurant, gotta have my back to the wall and a good view of the room.........gotta see all entrances to the section/building.
Can't tolerate large groups for extended periods of time. Too long of exposure, I start evaluating others as threats and what to do if a threat is perceived.
Had a damn panic attack last year when I went to a gun show with a friend that needed advice. We were there first, but it got PACKED really quick.I might have dealt with it fine, but this was just before everything was shut down because Covid. We were wearing masks, but few others were...............not that masks would do much in that situation. I told my friends to finish things up, I'll be in the truck. Making my way outta the building, the whole damn place was filled with people waiting to go into the sales areas! When I got to the exit, there was a huge line outside. My mind perceived the virus as a threat that I couldn't defend against and that's why I had such a strong response.
Even though my actions are subconscious, I am able to recognize it for what it is, usually instantaneous. Way too many guys can't do that and I'm fortunate to have that ability.
One good thing from canna use, this is not as much in my forethought as it was before and that's a good thing.

I can relate mate I used to be life of the party but now if much rather avoid it all not sure when it changed for me but It did and super quick too started getting bit anxious and having to check over my shoulder it's a strange one ain't it because am a big guy but am way too soft these days maybe it's having kids and a wife ..... I hope that you can find some peace my friend and am sure Ur country are glad for your service

 

[Vapo]

That was a different guy who mentioned the ping pong balls but I felt his pain too

....aaahahaha sorry dude...head full of ping pong balls lol