Good luck brother. Take care of yourself. Hopefully see you back soon.
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@GreenBean - best of luck and sending positive energy your way friend.
Thanks for the kind words guys. It has been absolutely brutal this past year+. I'm not a religious guy, but I do believe in the zen of things. I feel like we are cursed, literally found the earth bound version of Hell, or something. We have done rescue for a long time. My wife is heavily involved in a local rescue too. Part of the purpose of the new shirt brand is to donate a % of proceeds to random rescues too. So it is a very important venture for me. My other shirt brand does well enough, but those of you who know, know that it is a little more dark and spicy for mass consumption.
Point to that = We've had 8 dogs at one time, I think that was the most at once. Some were ours, and some were fosters. Point being, you never know what you are getting with these dogs. A lot of times they ARE dumped due to med issues and you don't see those issues pop up again for years. But we have never had a run of deaths like this ever. We always have 3-4 permanent rescues. We have gone from 5 to 2 in 13 months. We haven't taken in another foster yet because the vet bills lately are almost $50K! No fooling.
Recent death was Pepe. I love them all but he was special. One day, out of the blue, he wasn't feeling well a couple weeks ago. Took him in, they had to do emergency surgery. Turns out is intestines were literally in a ball from possibly 3-4 past surgeries. Nobody knew about the previous surgeries. The previous owners just couldn't handle the bills and dumped him. They did the surgery he pulled through and then died of heart failure that night. Still can't believe it.
Last night - my wife takes care of 2 stray cats that live on our porch. She feeds them, gives them flea meds, even got them a little wooden house for when it's cold. Looked at our security footage today and 2 coyotes grabbed one of the cats and ran off with her. It is insane.
I'm very torn on my growing hobby. It provides a distraction for me. But I do not need more product. I have shit stuffed and stored to last forever. So, even though I know it is a distraction, I do not know if it is a good one for me, or a bad one, right now. Or if I should not have ANY distractions for awhile. I give a lot of product away. I dunno. I'm confused about stuff right now.
With the coyote thing on top of the rescue dogs, I told my wife that was it. Time to grind harder and we are getting out of Los Angeles.