I am having a hard time maintaining things here right now, and maintaining my enthusiasm. I became a grower to help my lady, who suffers from MS. It has taken me a year to develop the skills I need to get the results required. And now, just as I'm about to be able to grow enough to make a steady supply of RSO, my lady comes home from the doc with a diagnosis of Kidney cancer. Tests are still being done, but the Radiologist who read the CATscan, stated in his report what it was in a definitive manner, which they never do, as my lady pointed out to me. She was an XRAY Technologist until the MS took her ability to do her job, so she picked up on his report right away. My plan hasn't changed, just the need has become greater, but this makes it a lot harder, and the added stress has me struggling to keep depression at bay, something I've spent many years to get under control. And I'm afraid this all might be for nothing.
