Sorry to hear that my friend…. It’s hard to give advice when we know so little about your situation….Hi guys. honestly i don´t know where to go in a week. That´s the end of this mess. I need help.
If you have some money, I would point my car in the direction of legal weed, and make a new life there (weather growing professionally or something else entirely)…. Be optimistic….look forward, the past is finished. Deep breaths, make slow, methodical decisions….rather than fast, in the moment ones.
Nothing is fucked here….this is just an opportunity to adjust…