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[JM]

Many Many Many failures trying to save sick plants and humans..... successes too... but rarer for sure...
but THIS... IS.... How it's done! IMHO...

 

[JP1]

I'm sure I've been eating meatballs since before I had teeth I make em 100 at a time and freeze them in sauce by the dozen a couple times a year. Heat for an hour sous vide and they're like they've been cooking all day

 

[JP1]

Were they made with almond bark?

 

[JM]

@Cerebral Goo​

points: 10​

Feel for ya bro. My dad is home with Hospice now and only a matter of a couple days. Will be in that spot next year.Made for a pretty shitty Christmas. Holidays can be rough!!! Remember the good and enjoy what we can while we're here!






Cheers my friend!
A friend of mine lost his Dad the 21st... It's been a rough year for a lot of people....
For my Dad... hard to lose him of course... but the last year was only suffering agony for him....
I find myself crying over that than anything else most.... Was so hard to see it and not be able to help.

Sending you prayers love, blessing and healing my friend.... it is hard on both sides of the veil.
Let us smoke to all our fallen bretheryn....
Remeber HereB4 aka RSV..... Nelson... and SO MANY others who were so loved and passed on....
But let's all hold in perspective what life TRULY is....
An opportunity to experience the physical in it's most intense expression.... to build our connections and spirits and love... to share, cover, protect and care for one another.... ALL LIVING BEINGS......

I'm getting preachy... so I'm signing...
love you all!

May 2024 be especially excellent and fulfilling for all my AFN friends!

 

[Blue_dreamer]

@Cerebral Goo​

points: 10​

Feel for ya bro. My dad is home with Hospice now and only a matter of a couple days. Will be in that spot next year.Made for a pretty shitty Christmas. Holidays can be rough!!! Remember the good and enjoy what we can while we're here!






Cheers my friend!
A friend of mine lost his Dad the 21st... It's been a rough year for a lot of people....
For my Dad... hard to lose him of course... but the last year was only suffering agony for him....
I find myself crying over that than anything else most.... Was so hard to see it and not be able to help.

Sending you prayers love, blessing and healing my friend.... it is hard on both sides of the veil.
Let us smoke to all our fallen bretheryn....
Remeber HereB4 aka RSV..... Nelson... and SO MANY others who were so loved and passed on....
But let's all hold in perspective what life TRULY is....
An opportunity to experience the physical in it's most intense expression.... to build our connections and spirits and love... to share, cover, protect and care for one another.... ALL LIVING BEINGS......

I'm getting preachy... so I'm signing...
love you all!

May 2024 be especially excellent and fulfilling for all my AFN friends!

I lost my dad July 8th this year.

We had a lot of differences. And we had a bit of a falling out. I'd let him move in with us and he took advantage and I had to move him back out. He was very angry about it.

I alternate between being angry at him and missing him.

I still catch myself thinking "I should tell dad..." and then realizing oh, I can't.

 

[Lil Dab]

 

[JM]

Yeah @JM ...... ...it would feel odd for you all....but your Mom braved it........good for her.
Some people can't face it for a while.

No Fights......?..........................


Ours as quiet and predictable as usual.......I didn't get outta me onesie all day......Perfect..........


Do you do much in the US for New Year.......?................

Indeed!

No... no fights... we had THAT for pre-Thanksgiving

Over dumb shit nothing to do with me of course...

But she was so angry and wound up she didnt talk to me for almost 2 weeks.......
I had gone over to help her fix something... 15th time that week I left work to help...
got there started fixing and she started screaming... I lasted about 2 minutes....
Didn't say a word.... just left.


later sh admitted thanksgiving was a little lonely even though she went to her brothers AND her sisters...
I was home alone half licking my wounds from all this year and half just polannign for future... building soils, grow tents and projects....

And tonight is the NEXT final straw!!!!
Perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know... Aunty perks me an ear....

Thanks Mossy, I need an empathetic ear...

Last 2 month paychecks have been late or bounced EVERY week....

Employer awa in EUROPE on vacation....
SAID before she left checks were good for the next 2 weeks...
TONIGHT @4:45 and ONLY because I asked... I find out... Not till Tuesday.... maybe....


Came home..... fuming ...... but more importantly.... inspired..... fueled by the RAGE of ongoing stupidity!
Thinking immeditaly: "Perfect.... 2024 starts soon... By 2025 this is JOBSOLETE!
Got several gigs cooking in the works... nothing hammered out yet.. but chiseling away....
the kicker!!!!
Look on my YT channel..... and realize I can add memberships........
YESSSSS!!!!! Score 1! Started within 1/2 hour of finding this paycheck BS again.

I stay away from the amateurs on NY.....
BUT if I WANTED to go out.... I couldn't due to no paycheck....

Frost my ass end of the year eh?
You're about to become irrelevant!

 

[JM]

I lost my dad July 8th this year.

We had a lot of differences. And we had a bit of a falling out. I'd let him move in with us and he took advantage and I had to move him back out. He was very angry about it.

I alternate between being angry at him and missing him.

I still catch myself thinking "I should tell dad..." and then realizing oh, I can't.

Similar issues here... Our relationsship was ALWAYS tough at best...
But now it's easy to let angry go... I did get to see in the last few years... He TRULY wasn't emotionally capable of any more than he gave.
So, a man gives his ALL .......
What's left but love honor and respect for that?
I give my all.... and it's no enough for so many....
So... there ya go.... My 2 cents.

 

[Blue_dreamer]

Similar issues here... Our relationsship was ALWAYS tough at best...
But now it's easy to let angry go... I did get to see in the last few years... He TRULY wasn't emotionally capable of any more than he gave.
So, a man gives his ALL .......
What's left but love honor and respect for that?
I give my all.... and it's no enough for so many....
So... there ya go.... My 2 cents.

My dad had somewhere around a 75 IQ. He didn't graduate high school.
He was the sort of guy who bragged about never reading a book, and would make fun of you if you liked to read.

I honestly think he didn't have an internal monologue. Like, he was incapable of thinking something through in his head, like steps to something, or imagining how to do something like conceptualizing it in your head and then drawing it out. When i would do something like that, he just couldn't comprehend it. Or like, just learning new skills or building on old ones. If he didn't know how to do somethign, that was it. If I didn't, I'd research it, youtube it, google it, and figure shit out.

He was very emotionally stunted and couldn't understand something from someone elses point of view. He wanted to move his girlfriend in with him, in my house. She was a non-functional alcoholic and had all sorts of mental health issues. He couldn't understand why "but I love her" wasn't good enough to let a nutcase alcoholic move into my house with my special needs kids.

 

[JP1]

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