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Theres some East African "land races" that really have some fantastic anti anxiety anti depressant properties. Really feels close to shrooms. Physical relaxation i can't do on my own sometimes. Malawi, Amhara, ugandan

Magic strains Luv Pink was also a great one. Made my chest smile every time I took a hit :biggrin:
got some luv pink in a jar curing as we speak. Should be able to give a good test in a couple weeks fuck i cant wait. Smells dank and got nice rock solid frosty buds. Real earthy kush smell to her.
 
got some luv pink in a jar curing as we speak. Should be able to give a good test in a couple weeks fuck i cant wait. Smells dank and got nice rock solid frosty buds. Real earthy kush smell to her.
Ya kush was the first word to hit my brain when I smelled it. Bubba... I went through it way too fast but as i was getting to the end of it i started getting some citrus.. lime ... on the smoke, made me wish I had let it cure a little bit
 
Currently on Lamictal 400mg and Abilify 15mg daily. I still experience mild manic and depressive episodes, but it's more functional. Therapy has helped more with my depression. Learning to live in the moment not the past type shit.

Here in the south, US, the mental health system is awful. I do not recommend the loonie bin here to anyone lol. Most unsafe and uncomfortable experience of my life.

Growing weed is the only hobby I keep returning to. It's definitely calming to just sit and smell my plants.


On the topic of mushrooms, I also went on a bit of journey tripping every 2 weeks for like half a year, and microdosing for a couple months. I didn't get much out of microdosing but I worked through some shit on those normal trips.

Thanks for sharing. I’ve been given Abilify as well but that is not for me, makes me slow, feeling itchy inside the legs.

Been given symbyax, and that was the worst one. I think I’ve tried, or they tried over 25 different meds on me, but all they do is turning me slow and lazy and makes me want to sleep - while I want to be awake and be functional 😊

To be honest, for me it’s not so hard to understand what meds I need, it can vary from day to day, as my mood changes.

If we compare or self’s to flowers - their needs of warm or cold air differs, but also what nutrients they need to thrive. You can’t just give a base - a flat line (zombie) from start to finish, you got to adapt the intensity of light, EC, Ph etc after the flower (humans) needs.

I’m not saying we are flowers as we are humans but if we could make a comparison so we understand each others.

I would probably need a full Arsenal ⚽️ of meds to become the best version of me.

loonie bin

You mean a psychiatric place where you are placed in the hole? 😳
 
You might need psilocybin mushrooms for that tall order.

Okey. Been eating mushrooms once, and it felt kind of spacey and gave me some hallucinations, was in a restaurant in Amsterdam.
But I’ll order a kit of mushrooms and then I’ll try them out. Any specific strain/sort you recommend?
 
Chopped my Orange Diesel this morning.

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I was able to see some amber trichomes on the flowers with just my eyes, no scope or anything, so it was time. Buds were nice and frosty looking. I usually do a wet trim, but all the cannabis growers on youtube that I watch that seem to know what they are doing all hang their plants whole and then do a dry trim, so I'm going to try it that way and see if I like it.


The Gorilla got moved to the flowering tent after I chopped the Orange Diesel.

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And this JEM is over a month old and still looks like that. At this point I just want to keep it around to see if it flowers at all.
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Ya kush was the first word to hit my brain when I smelled it. Bubba... I went through it way too fast but as i was getting to the end of it i started getting some citrus.. lime ... on the smoke, made me wish I had let it cure a little bit
Glad i got plenty to hold me over till it gets a good month cure. Will definitely try after two weeks tho. Im going to plant another one here monday. Put it in a 3 gal pot this time she was in a one gal first time and did quite well.
 
You mean a psychiatric place where you are placed in the hole? 😳

A "mental health facility". Short staffed while I was, so we spent a fair amount of time unsupervised. Their were a few fights I got to witness. Plenty of ways to self harm if you were really suicidal, no real therapy just a few groups mostly about coping mechanisms and some painting. People screaming all throughout the night. Couple people with experience in jail just said the food was a little better than jail, otherwise they're very similar. All of that while I was in a mixed state bipolar episode having panic attacks lol
 
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