Currently on Lamictal 400mg and Abilify 15mg daily. I still experience mild manic and depressive episodes, but it's more functional. Therapy has helped more with my depression. Learning to live in the moment not the past type shit.
Here in the south, US, the mental health system is awful. I do not recommend the loonie bin here to anyone lol. Most unsafe and uncomfortable experience of my life.
Growing weed is the only hobby I keep returning to. It's definitely calming to just sit and smell my plants.
On the topic of mushrooms, I also went on a bit of journey tripping every 2 weeks for like half a year, and microdosing for a couple months. I didn't get much out of microdosing but I worked through some shit on those normal trips.
Thanks for sharing. I’ve been given Abilify as well but that is not for me, makes me slow, feeling itchy inside the legs.
Been given symbyax, and that was the worst one. I think I’ve tried, or they tried over 25 different meds on me, but all they do is turning me slow and lazy and makes me want to sleep - while I want to be awake and be functional
To be honest, for me it’s not so hard to understand what meds I need, it can vary from day to day, as my mood changes.
If we compare or self’s to flowers - their needs of warm or cold air differs, but also what nutrients they need to thrive. You can’t just give a base - a flat line (zombie) from start to finish, you got to adapt the intensity of light, EC, Ph etc after the flower (humans) needs.
I’m not saying we are flowers as we are humans but if we could make a comparison so we understand each others.
I would probably need a full Arsenal
️ of meds to become the best version of me.
You mean a psychiatric place where you are placed in the hole?