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[MR magoo]

Hey @dogfart It's ok to vent here anytime you want. Poor i understand. i have half your income.

 

[dogfart]

I live off 1200 a month
My girlfriend works 50 hours aweek, im very greatful for her willingness to do what she does

 

[dogfart]

@blue . I know "dirty old man"

What's funny is growing up here back when we were young and it was only an antenna on top of our our house and we got I want to say five channels I want to say 3 5 22 and a few more which were CFCF out of Montreal one of the channels locally would show Benny Hill for 2 hours every night Monday through Saturday from the time that I was 9 years old to the time that I was 17 years old good old Benny Hill can you imagine folks watching him now how much of an uproar they'd be in

 

[DOA]

I'm very low income and I was walking my dog this morning and earlier in the year where I was living I was paying 98% of my income about $600 a week to live where I was living it's just the housing crisis that were in where I live currently there's a bunch of wealthy people that are buying up a bunch of land and then investing in properties and the course of action they like to take here is if they find or see that there's something even if it's like a $500 extra a month they'll immediately kick the current tenants out no cause and then send people in and move them in so I've been trying to get away from all of that and work towards the rent to own type situation I don't share this with people and like the dog groups that I socialize in when I walk my dogs three miles every morning there was one time back I'd say three or four months ago where I had allowed somebody to help pay for $250 for a deposit so I can have my dog looked at at the vet at the time I didn't have the money. It turns out that my dog had Lyme disease and I had to end up spending every penny I had in 2400 later and this was just last month the beginning of no I'm sorry the 24th of September where she finally had her last vaccine so I run into this individual today and he starts screaming at me that I owe him $300 at first I let my inner voice control and I don't say a word and I don't say a thing and then he tries to tell me that he's going to f****** up I can defend myself and my hands are up to date but I really don't like being violent I really choose to get away from these ego battles in this misdirected spitting nasty hostile b******* just really sad to see somebody that's 15 years older than me being the way this individual was even trying to say like people were gossiping about my military career and like think I just I'm a 50-year-old man I'm not used to being honest and sincere and being poor and then having some douchebag of my own species try to make me feel like I'm beneath him because I don't make $5,000 a month I'm happy being poor the only thing that sucks about being poor is that there are times when I wish I had a vehicle or a way to get from point A to point B quicker but in the end I'm fine. What really disturbs me as I'm a firm believer that in certain areas of this world our society and our species are devolving. I won't lie I'm having a hard time when I have energy like that thrown at me staying completely calm and staying in the moment and just walking away I was awestruck never in my life I've been born and raised here my whole life all my grandparents have passed away and I was abused severely as a child so I can feel like that old it's like I have a a rage inside of me from my childhood and these people f*** with me I don't think they realize like there's this molten core inside my gut and if I ever release it it's going to be like the f****** elephant's foot in Chernobyl I just I have to isolate from people sometimes because I'm afraid of being angry or people out in society having anger and wanting that anger to be shoved on every person they come across or whatever the case may be I just it really spent me out and spun me out and I'm just having to come home and go online and get on a freaking pot cannabis Network Forum with a bunch of strangers I don't know and share my my pain and my concern and my confusion I'm sorry guys I'm just a venting

It's good to share your feelings, thanks for sharing, I'm sending love and light.

 

[dogfart]

What's funny is growing up here back when we were young and it was only an antenna on top of our our house and we got I want to say five channels I want to say 3 5 22 and a few more which were CFCF out of Montreal one of the channels locally would show Benny Hill for 2 hours every night Monday through Saturday from the time that I was 9 years old to the time that I was 17 years old good old Benny Hill can you imagine folks watching him now how much of an uproar they'd be in

I actually heard that Benny hill, Tom and Jerry and a couple other of the old classes are banned in some countries, I mean really our species is taking a dip down in some places I guess, I'll do anything that you want me to yeah but I Can't Go For That no can do I Can't Go For That no can do

 

[dogfart]

It's good to share your feelings, thanks for sharing, I'm sending love and light.

Awe shawks thx
I love hugs

 

[Redeye Master]

@dogfart

don’t worry mate your not alone, I never knew y my parents had any kids Bcos they didn’t give a flying f**k

I'm very low income and I was walking my dog this morning and earlier in the year where I was living I was paying 98% of my income about $600 a week to live where I was living it's just the housing crisis that were in where I live currently there's a bunch of wealthy people that are buying up a bunch of land and then investing in properties and the course of action they like to take here is if they find or see that there's something even if it's like a $500 extra a month they'll immediately kick the current tenants out no cause and then send people in and move them in so I've been trying to get away from all of that and work towards the rent to own type situation I don't share this with people and like the dog groups that I socialize in when I walk my dogs three miles every morning there was one time back I'd say three or four months ago where I had allowed somebody to help pay for $250 for a deposit so I can have my dog looked at at the vet at the time I didn't have the money. It turns out that my dog had Lyme disease and I had to end up spending every penny I had in 2400 later and this was just last month the beginning of no I'm sorry the 24th of September where she finally had her last vaccine so I run into this individual today and he starts screaming at me that I owe him $300 at first I let my inner voice control and I don't say a word and I don't say a thing and then he tries to tell me that he's going to f****** up I can defend myself and my hands are up to date but I really don't like being violent I really choose to get away from these ego battles in this misdirected spitting nasty hostile b******* just really sad to see somebody that's 15 years older than me being the way this individual was even trying to say like people were gossiping about my military career and like think I just I'm a 50-year-old man I'm not used to being honest and sincere and being poor and then having some douchebag of my own species try to make me feel like I'm beneath him because I don't make $5,000 a month I'm happy being poor the only thing that sucks about being poor is that there are times when I wish I had a vehicle or a way to get from point A to point B quicker but in the end I'm fine. What really disturbs me as I'm a firm believer that in certain areas of this world our society and our species are devolving. I won't lie I'm having a hard time when I have energy like that thrown at me staying completely calm and staying in the moment and just walking away I was awestruck never in my life I've been born and raised here my whole life all my grandparents have passed away and I was abused severely as a child so I can feel like that old it's like I have a a rage inside of me from my childhood and these people f*** with me I don't think they realize like there's this molten core inside my gut and if I ever release it it's going to be like the f****** elephant's foot in Chernobyl I just I have to isolate from people sometimes because I'm afraid of being angry or people out in society having anger and wanting that anger to be shoved on every person they come across or whatever the case may be I just it really spent me out and spun me out and I'm just having to come home and go online and get on a freaking pot cannabis Network Forum with a bunch of strangers I don't know and share my my pain and my concern and my confusion I'm sorry guys I'm just a venting

@dogfart don’t worry mate your not alone. Both me and my partner are carers for her parents (I don’t have to be but who morally is going to ignore their conditions) Her mum has arthritis to the point she can’t move and her dad has dementia/Alzheimers, Which prevents me from going to a full time job, but Bcos I work 18hours a week I’m not entitled to any benefits for caring even tho they expect a minimum of 35hours a week for £60 a week! Others get housing benefits if they are on carers but I don’t Bcos I earn £550 a month. My rent is £625 plus council tax, bills, food etc. as a man I feel weak and almost helpless sometimes but just like you my Mrs pulls me through it. I have no family and no proper support network so if venting here on afn helps then go for it!

keep strong mate.

 

[dogfart]

Probably do a lot more for us here than any kind of therapy nowadays huh?

 

[Green Hornet]

 

[PinkyNotTheBrain]

@Green Hornet
All that talk over in LS brought me here