Yea I haven't tried airports yet but I've had good luck with smart pots. I've only ever killed plants if they hermied . Hopefully you feel better on your next grow man. Don't let it shake you. The wild temp swings you've been talking about probably is a large part of the issues you were having . I had two plants just seem to give up on life last summer when it was like 95 and humid in my basement. It was sad