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[Hotfire]

The mood stabilizer settled the roller coaster down in the depressive zone. I've run my support structure ragged with all the mood swings. Nobody will let me out of their sight. The next stop on this stupid train would be inpatient care except that's for rich people. The one recommended by a family member would cost about $100k just for the facility. That's not even including the psychiatrists. They do have ketamine, though. If you're like me and self-employed, something like this pretty much nukes the reputation.

And the punchline in all of this is that when they mention "antidepressants" for bipolar people, they really mean antipsychotics which have been found to have the side effect of partially relieving depressive symptoms in bipolar folks in addition to all the other side effects like tardikinesia, liver failure, etc.

I should have just done shrooms. In fact, that option is still on the table, but things are a little sticky with the family watching me and all.

This is for my dad who is driving an hour for his shift to watch me today

im no doctor but i have eaten alot of shrooms so take this as you will but if you arent in a right state of mind, shrooms should be the last thing you reach for unless its done with a "professional" and youre microdosing properly (whatever that means). and even then i couldnt imagine shrooms being comfortable under those conditions. i say this with love, you do what you want i just cant not say something on this subject. much love friend! my mom is manic bipolar so i kinda know what your talking about with all those other meds. big hug for ya!

 

[420Forever]

2fer tuezday doubledose of vitaminz E & B... ppp

 

[Mara Cachafa]

The mood stabilizer settled the roller coaster down in the depressive zone. I've run my support structure ragged with all the mood swings. Nobody will let me out of their sight. The next stop on this stupid train would be inpatient care except that's for rich people. The one recommended by a family member would cost about $100k just for the facility. That's not even including the psychiatrists. They do have ketamine, though. If you're like me and self-employed, something like this pretty much nukes the reputation.

And the punchline in all of this is that when they mention "antidepressants" for bipolar people, they really mean antipsychotics which have been found to have the side effect of partially relieving depressive symptoms in bipolar folks in addition to all the other side effects like tardikinesia, liver failure, etc.

I should have just done shrooms. In fact, that option is still on the table, but things are a little sticky with the family watching me and all.

This is for my dad who is driving an hour for his shift to watch me today

Does weed help? Maybe try different strains? I hope you will find peace and balance soon.

 

[N/A-Greengo]

Sort of that run was under the same light that’s in the 4x4 now bar style 600w LEDs same light the solo’s , blue sprayed shoes remix and 99skunks were under.. But the few runs I did coco in my 3x3 yes those were all under different light mh FC-3000

Aha. Well then, if the light is different that could be the variable factor unaccounted for. Variances in spectrum, or rather variances in the balance of spectrum from one light to the next can have a huge impact on your crop. Whereas one light may have very little UVA and another may have a very high value. The same goes for IR . Does it overall lean blue, white, or red? Possibly that light is a better veg light if hasn't proven otherwise, or it's more powerful than you think?

I'm just rolling the gambit here, trying to help.

 

[eprotege]

im no doctor but i have eaten alot of shrooms so take this as you will but if you arent in a right state of mind, shrooms should be the last thing you reach for unless its done with a "professional" and youre microdosing properly (whatever that means). and even then i couldnt imagine shrooms being comfortable under those conditions. i say this with love, you do what you want i just cant not say something on this subject. much love friend! my mom is manic bipolar so i kinda know what your talking about with all those other meds. big hug for ya!

I accept your post as it was meant and I really do appreciate it. I'm not in rush to get shrooms, but having that as a last resort backup plan does kinda reassure me that I'm not stuck in this pit. I've done them before, just not since I was young enough to jump the fence on a brahma bull pen.

 

[eprotege]

Weed helps, but it brings issues of its own. I get real bad intrusive thoughts and the euphoria that comes with it can intensify those. The long tail afterwards where the receptors are resetting actually provides a decent mood regulation effect later in the day and even the following day. I hadn't realized that I was using it for that until this all started coming into focus. The problem with the effects the next day is that I really need all my cognitive abilities for work. When my brain is foggy, that can amp up the anxiety so there is a sweet spot.

I have been seeking out more medicinal strains. I've all but cut out sativas as those make me literally crazy. I mean, there are times when craziness is the desired effect, so I keep it around, but there are limits.

 

[mdabber]

Weed helps, but it brings issues of its own. I get real bad intrusive thoughts and the euphoria that comes with it can intensify those. The long tail afterwards where the receptors are resetting actually provides a decent mood regulation effect later in the day and even the following day. I hadn't realized that I was using it for that until this all started coming into focus. The problem with the effects the next day is that I really need all my cognitive abilities for work. When my brain is foggy, that can amp up the anxiety so there is a sweet spot.

I have been seeking out more medicinal strains. I've all but cut out sativas as those make me literally crazy. I mean, there are times when craziness is the desired effect, so I keep it around, but there are limits.

Not a mental health professional doctor anything like that. This is not medical advice. So I'll preface saying that Have you tried changing your diet if your not eating healthy whole foods? Also have you ever tried to channel that energy into something else like painting drawing writing music anything creative gardening creating shit. I know I felt like shit at one point for like 14 hours a day I only felt good when I was writing/recording. Had this impending sense of doom I guess you could call it. Any way if I'm overstepping boundaries or this sounds stupid to you feel free to tell me so. If that's the case sorry in advance. Not saying not to try to get professional help. I believe there are some people who really need drugs and do better with them.

 

[Fermented_Fruitz]

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[Lil Dab]

Aha. Well then, if the light is different that could be the variable factor unaccounted for. Variances in spectrum, or rather variances in the balance of spectrum from one light to the next can have a huge impact on your crop. Whereas one light may have very little UVA and another may have a very high value. The same goes for IR . Does it overall lean blue, white, or red? Possibly that light is a better veg light if hasn't proven otherwise, or it's more powerful than you think?

I'm just rolling the gambit here, trying to help.

I have no clue what spectrum is on the 600w light it was bought from my buddy’s buddy hydroshop.. I believe it’s a DIY light told it was built with hlg components but highly doubt that.. I really wanna replace it but don’t have the coin to spend on a 600-800 watt light right now

 

[InkAddict$]

Thanks for the rep but I can’t seem to replicate it again.. Really close to switching back to MC 1 part although this last run with coco was very healthy and I did yield over a oz for every solo cup but the 3 gallon pots was only 95grams.. I do have 99skunks still going but doubt she’ll be much over 100 grams either

Ok so I know you got your 2part and npk schedule...so 1part was working better for you...thats a monster bud...I'd switch back if that's the case....