Oops..I did it again! I'm being way too careless this grow. Being lazy with details and perhaps even feeling conceited!
Below is poor Amnesia this morning. I broke an uppermost top cola! Few mins later, broke another one next to her. Ripped the first one off....felt a pain deep inside. The next one I left it cos was lazy to move it. I did not even remove the twisty tie. That cola will be dead when i come back from work. Well, looks like the FIM became a topping but the one ripped off was a beaut!
Poor thing!
On a positive note...the others are doing great.
Lemon below
Purple below
Diesel below
SH below
Defoliated them all and sprayed them a little.
I like the mental journey and growth of this grow. Its making me understand and mature more as a grower and a person. The rash and brash me just a year ago would not have understood.
Growing our plants may seem like a repetition. Before growing, I could not understand why people would do the same boring thing again and again, while still feeling the fun and excitement? I thought its purely for the harvest and nothing else.
Now I'm beginning to get it. Its the uncertainty that provides the excitement and fun! Plan as you may and be prepared with as many gadgets as you want but it'll never be foolproof. Its a live plant grown from seed. Nuff said.
It builds character and helps me see myself from another standpoint. I'm starting to feel ashamed at times for how I feel.
Take this grow for instance. I planned as best a lazy newb could and proceeded with the grow. It did not go well at all. I had bad seeds (i think). I broke main branches and budsites on all plants. What I did to some of them was just horrible. Not gonna recap all but the old me would just feel terrible.
This is where I feel life imitates growing and has helped me see my weaknesses, and how much I really suck? Like in real life, we all plan and implement, then hope for the best. But shit always happens. Its not how much shit we get, but how we deal with those shit that matters. The right attitude and character will triumph over any shit we encounter. It will result in a person that does not quit easy, both in growing and in life!
I also feel calmer and pretty impressed with my own change. When I see anything wrong with the grow, I just take it easy. When shit happens, no use crying over spilt milk. No use blaming yourself and feel terrible. Just get over it and see what you can do, moving on? It'll probably not be as bad as you think. See? I told you growing philosophies imitates life!
Thanks for indulging my rant! Love u guys and happy growing!
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they really are going to stretch into nice and wide canopy's... I was just rolling a doob ready for taking the dog for a walk and I was studying your girls and your handy work, I just had to say something... top job.
bro yours look great
nice rant :smoking:we can learn from others mistakes,but we will all break a branch from time to time,visit the room or tent twice the same day and overwater,forget to visit the room and underwater.beginner mistakes,accidents happen,wrong choice,misdiagnosis,and just being a stoner inchange of a garden can be dangerous enough.for some of us the perfect grow is like a perfect round of golf or the likes,may never happen but we can dream.
