Depression and Suicide

[Dark Matter]

Thought these were pretty appropriate.

 

[Another One Bites the Dust1]

SSD2 Thanks so much for starting this much needed thread.

I unfortunately suffer severe depression, very chronic and sometimes I feel there is no hope

Yoda, my dear brother, our stories/lives have so many similarities. I am in that place of NO hope at the moment, so this thread and your words are so TIMELY.


I have suffered from depression as far back as I can remember. Became an instant hardcore alcoholic and poly drug abuser, shortly after my 12 birthday to stay in oblivion. Was hell bent on self destruction. Overdosed too many times to count,and threatened or tried suicide several times in my teenage years. that was many many years ago. Severe Depression/mental illness leading to suicide runs in my immediate family. Not just 1, but 2 of my younger brothers both hung themselves 25+ years ago.

I try to stay busy and do all of the things I know I need to practice from spiraling into that deep dark depression. Today my emotions have gotten the best of me.

Thanks again SSD2 for starting this rolling and to everyone brave enough to share thus far!

Peace to all today!
~Stick

 

[medic grower]

Never underrate depressions. I had heavy depressions a few Years ago and tried to kill myself in 2011. Thank Jah i had my Family else i wouldnt speak to all of You anymore. It took me 6 Months in Hospital to halfway get back to Life. The most horrible is it all came from a Dude who played Mindgames with me and Bullied/Stalked me and still does. It was going so far that i cut off all my Sociallife lost almost all my friends and wasnt going out of the House for Months. The Docs tried to get me Anto Depresivas but i got Paranoias when i was on the Meds. Thx to Mary J. i got back on my Feet again but it was a hard way learning to Live again. Seasick a Big Hug bringing ou this Topic cause its really a Underated Problem of nowadays Society!!

 

[Dark Matter]

Guys also if there is people who do not wanna chat on here, my pm is always open

 

[epenguin]

I hope this thread is helpful and that positivity comes out of the darkness. I don't suffer depression but have had glimpses into the abyss at times and I wish you all the best.
I hope canna is a positive for you.

eP.

 

[Dark Matter]

How we all today?

Weather is great where I am so I am about to go check on my ladies and hoping they are not dead, stolen or eaten by a neighbours cat! My Lady thought it would be fun to put tiny balls of mascara on my laptop keys, so as I type this to you guys my fingers are getting blacker!

See how she likes pranks when she goes to use the loo and theres cling film on it!

 

[Root]

Must be fun around your house!

 

[medic grower]

Its Hot overhere me n the Girls are Sweating n Drinking alot.... new life came out today with the Kandydawg f1 (Kandy Kush x Chemdogging) its a good day today....

 

[Dark Matter]

Yeah root, wont be fun when she gets home needing the loo lol.

Sounds nice medic grower, have a drink for me! Everyday is a good day

 

[Dark Matter]

@evol come chat in here man, we all got the same life experiences.

Welcome!