Yeah asking as we keep the thread active it should,remain open. Cool man.
Depression and Suicide
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I've never seriously thought of suicide, but it sucks when your doctor asks you how you are handling the depression and ptsd and you have to lie and say everything is ok, because your self medicating with cannabis ... 
You don't have to lie. I would tell,him straight. He can't report you
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I recently went though a bit of a bump in life. To be honest it was the first time i really felt like i felt life. It was a bit off-setting and it really shook me off my comfort zone. I started feeling things i'd never felt before and starting behaving in ways that i felt weren't normal. I became very temperamental and starting becoming quite aggressive. It's scary when you have to hit an object to avoid hitting a person. it's almost as if you have no control over the hitting action so the only thing you can really do is control what you hit. After the temper and all of that, i started going through a bit of a different stage. It's like a questioning stage. I'm still suffering from all of this by the way. But it's like i start questioning if im normal, if my missus really does love me, if my mistakes have caused so much trouble people hate me for it. I start looking back at all the choices ive made and almost hate my self for them. It's a really horrible feeling. the tightness in the throat, the butterflies up in the chest, the week legs, the dizziness, the moods. I found the only thing which really helps me with all of it is talking to someone. really letting everything out. It can be the most therapeutic thing if you just completely remove the barrier, the filter, and just let someone know everything you're feeling, why you think you're feeling it, what makes you feel worse and what makes you feel better, just tell them everything. it's like a huge weight is taken out of your mind... you feel like you can breath deeper, think clearer. i've gotta say, from personal experience, as long as you let it out, you're only doing yourself good!
props to seasick for starting up this thread! alot of us use cannabis for these sorts of reasons so it's definitely a good idea to have a thread like this on this kind of a forum!
keep smiling,
freebz
props to seasick for starting up this thread! alot of us use cannabis for these sorts of reasons so it's definitely a good idea to have a thread like this on this kind of a forum!
keep smiling,
freebz
I know what you mean man, I got aggressive, and have smashed,both my hands up hitting walls, putting them through pains of glass... Actually had to have one finger bone bent back,to its,shape as it was out by about 5 degrees..doesnt sound much, but when you are at the hospital doc telling you this and the,only thing they can give u is gas,and,air and you cant take it because you were hungover and scared of throwing up... Its not a nice feeling. I'm not saying,hit things to remove the anger... I find that writing my feelings down on paper, reading it then burning it helps me...
But yeah, the main reason I opened this was so people,can share how they feel and help others,also .
Peace
But yeah, the main reason I opened this was so people,can share how they feel and help others,also .
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If I tell him he won't give me pain meds.
No man,
I ment tell him how you really feel.
I ment tell him how you really feel.
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I lost my cousin to suicide and he took his daughters life too my other cousin found them. The first and only time I seen my grandfather cry was burying my cousin then his daughter. It changed my whole family's lives for ever I knew he was in a slump about his marriage and was going to call him but I did not. Always remember time heals all and suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem Take care. This was 24 years ago. The first sign of severe depression is not being able to construct a future if you feel like that it is time to get help. TAKE CARE
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"No man,
I ment tell him how you really feel."
The last time I did that they wanted to keep me. At that time I had horses to feed and care for. A year later I got custody of my boys and I sure can't stay now. Actually, having the boys has done a lot to help my depression ...
I ment tell him how you really feel."
The last time I did that they wanted to keep me. At that time I had horses to feed and care for. A year later I got custody of my boys and I sure can't stay now. Actually, having the boys has done a lot to help my depression ...
Hey man, sorry to hear that. It's a terrible story.
"No man,
I ment tell him how you really feel."
The last time I did that they wanted to keep me. At that time I had horses to feed and care for. A year later I got custody of my boys and I sure can't stay now. Actually, having the boys has done a lot to help my depression ...
That's pretty awesome that your kids keep your chin up man.
I think these,things are sent to test us
