I'd be thinking the same thing tbh man. I went to the smoke shop where they sell bongs and stuff and they had a few packs of CKS auto's mostly photo's but I guess they more now.. You live in a legal state? Were not legal yet. but its going to be country wide soon there's a date set and everything but Medical is available to pretty much anyone with a ID over the age of 19 although I went and got my legit medical so I could grow and not have to worry that I'm doing anything illegal. Ever since I started this grow I been looking online for what I want to grow next after this. and I don't really want to order online because I cant just order another pack if they go missing, I have to keep to a budget type thing. and I found a lot of new places that sell seeds. One of the Dispensary's I went to until one opened up closer that has alot better pricing / variety I found out carries "Barney's Farm, Canuk Seeds aswell as Humboldt something when I went in the other day. but there's also a huge grow shop in the business park I wanted to check out that I hear carries seeds and I called in and they have all the Breeders, seedbanks or w.e I was looking for. I really wanna grow some Dutch Passion autoflower's. they seem to be the biggest yielding auto's that seem to have consistently high yields for a bunch different ppl. Check out you local grow shops, smoke shops and dispencarys and if for some reason nowhere sells id probably only order from a US seedbank/breeder I hear good things about Mephisto Genetics. I think their a newer company that only sells auto seeds.. Isnt it legal to buy cannabis seeds for fishing bait , bird food and mostly for souvenirs so I don't think they throw them out do they? Idk like I said even thought the stores sell the packs of seeds for a bit more I think then if I ordered online from thier site. I still rather buy the seeds cash / seeds in hand.. Check it out go in and ask. the grow shops around here the staff are always really helpful and if there Is somewhere local that sells seeds they would probably know. hopefully ur seeds show up though but you can still check around for next time. GL on the grow