Dude I'm in that same boat bro....it's sweet growing our couple little autos....but....when your on a legal limit like me really I need the biggest bang I can get while maintaining quality from just a single plant. When my buddy shows me a single plant lollipopped with a level canopy taking up more than a 4X4 space and with his stains he consistently runs gets about 24 oz per plant it makes me wonder what I'm doing some times....I have never even grown a photo but I'm in preparation right now and have some Burma diesel beans and Frisian duck beans to tinker with. About to grab a third tent and light so I'll have room to tinker with a couple photos to see what happens....but anyway step, brother, hope you can find your way out of this funk man, let me know if you need anything bro, just shoot me a PMThanks man, I think I'm just stuck in a loop. Not sure if I want all monsters or what I want. I know my skill is getting better but just don't know exactly what Im shooting for.
I know I'm not ready for full scale growing but really that's where my mind has been for a while . Pipe dreams. Someday maybe