Thanks for the kind words folks - greatly appreciated :smokebuds:.
You know I could never understand fully what you go through
not to keep sooking buts thats one of the frustrating things with poor eyesight - the example I often use is if ya have a broken arm everyone can see it and even if they havent broken an arm themselves they have felt pain so can sorta relate but its impossible to try and explain the different symptoms with vision - and the more I have the harder they get as there's lots of different types of "flashing lights" so is really hard to convey. Things like the double vision are hard enough to try and explain properly (especially when I cant see out of one eye but see double out of the other) let alone times when the eyes do completely random things like make everything in the central vision upside down! The crazy thing is whilst Im used to having crap and strange vision the brain knows its not right and is hard to "explain" to it too so generally does me no favours as far as attention span/focus etc. Also means takes lots longer to do things and even then still with twice as much fuck ups - if I had a camera at moment Id show you all some very stunted plants to prove it! The many effects like not being able to drive etc etc are also a big pain in the ass and well, especially frustrating when can see enough to see what yr missing...
Anyway, trying to chill and keep positive so have dropped a few more beans and made sure to go slowly this time and use the right medium etc to try and avoid more stumpies and a super high ratio of males...
Good work mmmsb - cancer and AIDS patients need all the help they can get so lotsa good growing karma too you for the oils etc
but do you not have anyone you know that could help you with measurements?
not really at the moment, with the eyes and other health problems Ive been fairly home bound over last few years so friendships have waned and being in small town a0 choices are limited and b) Ive gotta be real careful with who, if anyone, here I let know Im growing. An optometrist who was here but left recently unfortunately would of been up for it I think and would've been excellent to also check results but unfortunately good medical people dont tend to stay here long. I will work on it though as I definetely want to give such things a go so hopefully by the time I have enough crop in (should have a better rotation and supply as time goes) I'll have found someone to help. Just smoking canna makes a HUGE difference in my intra ocular pressures (IOP) but especially with also having retina problems and there being many cannabanoid receptors in the retina I would at least like to give the phoenix tears or equivalent a try and if possible Id really like to find some one actually professionaly employed or researching eye probs here so that it can be done properly and so that any positives - and negatives for that matter - can be properly documented - the illegality makes it very hard but I can dream!
TBM - yeah, I was surprised when I googled that the pump n seal was easily available in Aus - am so used to hearing of good products but either not available here at all or under different names (like the great molasses/treacle swindle) so will be a nice and easy one to get a hold of. Have dropped a few photo seeds as well as autos in the hope of cloning to get a good run of crops so hopefully wont be too long till Im sealing away! Well a cple months but damn Im looking forward to sealing and stashing my own jars rather than having to covet a little baggy!
cheers JM - those "mind fantasies" are what keep me going!!! Those and the fact that my strawberries are fruiting their heads off - thats pretty cool too!
cheers folks - more pics of the outside girls when have camera back next week - hopefully theyll be getting nice and fat by then
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