Well theyre basically sayn it's a series of complications stemming from my pancreas/ blood sugar. Its hard to believe how swollen my insides get .. its not that nothing treats the swelling it just comes back so fast. Nothing lasts, Like when I was going to the orthopedic they kept saying how they were shocked how after the massage and stretching that before I left the office the swelling was back. Body just starts shutting down little by little. Also kinda feels sad that even feeling like shit being in a hospital is more relaxing than being at home