Yup.....
...hup 2..3..4..
..hup 2..3..4..
I'm not good with high maintenance company......
I am
sometimes. Part of my bullshit "Knight in Shining Armor" syndrome I get sometimes. It's almost always
eventually bit me in the ass in some form or fashion!
Auntie
Yeah, I can have a hard time being good to myself at times. It's just stubbornness for the most point.
It is kinda what I've had to do since being hurt. I had to fight
hard to get back to full duty when first hurt and I've had to keep fighting since. I never would have made it out of that fucking wheelchair I had to use for months. Naturally, they wouldn't let me leave the hospital until I could walk again. Me and hospital stays have never been a love affair for sure and this was my first long term stay. Hospitals are depressing as hell! Especially the ward they put me on. At least I had all my body parts! I've never been a sit on my ass person, but that depressing ass place lit a damn fire under my ass...................to get the hell outta the god damn place.
That fire is still going. Sometimes smoldering and sometimes it's raging. It can get very tiring. It can get very depressing. It's coming up on 40 years of fighting! I have to put things into prospective from time to time. Mentally, sometimes actually writing it down, going thru a check list of the things I CAN do and the things I DO have, tends to put things in a better prospective. That's
one thing these sillyass counselors/psychologists have shown me that actually works. It's good for anyone to do from time to time.
Hot bottles are calling me, but canna coffee hasn't kicked in yet. Time fer a dab or 2 to help it along. I sure could use that small stainless steel table I sold my neighbor. She had to have it to work her candy and chocolate. I could do this rolling standing up.
Everyone have a great Sunday!!!