Depression and Suicide

[stepside]

I'm not a religious person at all. But I've been to AA, and dealt with addiction and therapy and alot of the same bs you're going through man. Just saying... Try saying the serenity prayer when shit starting going wrong. Might not be the right place but as I said I'm not religious but that one prayer makes alot of sense and helped me through troubled times

 

[dankstyle J]

I am gonna escape her I just got to figure out how I get disability so I got to be creative I know if I can get away I will be fine the son we got together I will get to see she likes to get fucked up for days so at least then I can see my baby boy.

 

[dankstyle J]

I'm not a religious person at all. But I've been to AA, and dealt with addiction and therapy and alot of the same bs you're going through man. Just saying... Try saying the serenity prayer when shit starting going wrong. Might not be the right place but as I said I'm not religious but that one prayer makes alot of sense and helped me through troubled times

Great advice stepside

 

[stepside]

Man I feel for you. I was dealing with the same kind of poison for a long time. The poison is gone now, now I'm left picking up the pieces and trying to help my kids come back to some kind of normalcy

 

[dankstyle J]

Listen bro,

You don't need this girl in your life if that's how she makes you feel. Your priorities now are you, and your little Baba! Stay strong, sober and people can name call all they like but only you know who you are and how you feel. We all will listen to yours and anyone else's needs 24/7 that's why this,thread was opened.

Sometimes what I do is write all my feelings down on paper when,I get angry,upset etc and put it somewhere for a day. Then I go back to it the day after and re read it, if I still feel that way I put it away for another day or two and repeat this until those feelings have left me, once they have left me I burn that piece of paper as a symbol or acknowledgement that I am over it and a stronger person for it.

Give it a try bro and update us on your progress.

Peace.

Thank you dark matter I am going to try that ,I gave been secluded even more from the world by this girl I am going to breath a sigh of relief when I escape

 

[dankstyle J]

Man I feel for you. I was dealing with the same kind of poison for a long time. The poison is gone now, now I'm left picking up the pieces and trying to help my kids come back to some kind of normalcy

Yep my oldest daughter 13 feels like I sold her out for this girl its gonna take some time but I am there for my kids even more so if someone isn't trying to control what I do

 

[dankstyle J]

She hates my mom and dad ,stopped talking to my mom over her a mistake now I'm working on a better relationship with my mom

 

[stepside]

My ex segregated. My kids from all family for the last 6 yrs. Let them run wild. Bribed bought and manipulated them with drugs and booze. Then her alimony ran out... She dropped the kids in my lap after 7 yrs of not seeing them and she took off with her next victim to Wisconsin

 

[MedGrower]

I get an impression that you and your ex GF are still in touch because you are sharing custody to your children you had together? Do you guys get along when she is sober?

 

[stepside]

Man, I'm no counselor but if you know what you gotta do.... Just do it. Don't wait for more hurt and bs. Do what needs to be done and move on. If you don't change what you can, nothing else will change you just keep circling the bowl.. Bad analogy but makes sense