@Ozone69 @green genes @Feenix @Benjamin Squier
See... I'm a very light user. I grow to help others, and I fucking LOVE the smell in the garden. Greenery of any type helps me relax, especially through 6 month winters. I make edibles to help others. My use is minimal. I have a Magic Flight that I load once a day, and maybe use half of what's in there. DEFINITELY a lightweight. My tolerance is basically nil. I've HAD horrible trips. Once I had an edible that was so strong, I couldn't sleep. I thought my heart would explode. And for someone with anxiety based around fear of death, that's horrendous. I was up for 13 hours like that. It was HORRID. In fact, since that happened, I haven't had more than a nibble, of my weakest edible recipe, and even that felt like too much. I haven't gotten that way through vaping, but the day-after feeling is apparently getting to me. I tried a bit last night, and today I'm back to being foggy. Could be strain related (PK and WW, both of which I've been using for a while, since it's what I grew in my first crop). The VAST majority of the time I have no problems at all. But lately I've been getting a lot of panic and such. But that's daily use, every night, to my own personal "going to pass out now" point, for about 2 years. I know, it's not a lot by some standards, but it is the second longest substance use I've had in my life, second to cigarettes (which I quit cold turkey 9 years ago). So, guess it's time to put it away for a bit. I'll give it a few days (most reputable sites recommend 72 hours to clear one's head out, based on my usage of about ... maybe .05g/day). Not going anywhere, still have my garden going, just going to take a t-break.
ADD: My first grow were photoperiod, SUPER high THC levels. This grow of autos is closer to a 1:1 ratio of CBD:THC, so hopefully it'll be more balanced. More calm, less cerebral. Not that I don't LIKE flying through the clouds... A change could be just what the green doctor ordered.
