Thanks bro I'm so happy uve come through ure dark days iv also been in some dark times and can relateThat was a job well done @Bailey , good man. On behalf of someone who has been suicidal in my dim and distant past, I thank you.

I was driving to work at 5.30 am when the old boy was crossing the barriers so I slammed the brakes on and phoned emergency services and talked to him when I had the chance I grabbed him. he did struggle slightly saying he wanted to be with his wife who had passed and that he had no-one All in all it was very sad