Tomorrows the big day... I havent slept much the last few nights. I feel like a kid waiting on an appointment with the vice principal... They are adding a new drug to the treatment plan that ups the success rate from 40% to over 80%, but with it comes new side effects. (Rage, homicidal tendencies, deep depression...) I understand they have to tell ya all the negative stuff even if its not likely to happen, but DAMN! They couldda hit me w/ a xanax first! I am told I have to put a sign on my door warning women who may be pregnant not to enter. The meds keep the messed up cells from reproducing, but they will keep the cells that make up a baby from reproducing, too. Just 1 molecule of it can kill a fetus. Really makes me want to inject that straight into my veins, lol! Oh well, Ill get through it. Sure beats an early grave!
Im not too sure how Ill feel, so I might be AWOL for awhile. Ill get the wife to throw up an update if I dont feel up to getting on for awhile. Thank God for a registered caregiver that has extra meds who is donating them to me. Mine are a few weeks off, Id guess. Im sure lucky I live in a MMJ friendly state. Heres to the day the World is MMJ friendly!
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