im a stay at home dad because i own my own business and have my 11month old son(who was shown to me before he was born in the trip) and i dont have the time at the moment. but if @Vlad The Inhaler dont mind ill share
almost that exact color actually. now when i look back i can tell it was my sons face i seen. his cheeks, mouth, ears ect. are the EXACT SAME as what i seen he is just flesh tone obviously
I need to here thisim a stay at home dad because i own my own business and have my 11month old son(who was shown to me before he was born in the trip) and i dont have the time at the moment. but if @Vlad The Inhaler dont mind ill share some of the story later
That's an awesome story brook so i had just got into an arguemnt with my pregnant girlfriend and i was staying at my buddys and i was acting all cocky because i had some badass home grown shrooms i was proud of and took an oz with me over there. so at first me and him made 7 grams each in tea and his girl made 4 grams or so and we proceded to try and work streaming a movies while we came up and that didnt work so we jamed out litenng to some Floyd for a while and we were all tripping very nicely and like i said i was cocky so i look at him and was like ehh im not really feeling like i should from 7 grams so we proceeded to eat another 5 each . well i guess the 1st batch we drank didnt fully kick in yet so now we have all these shrooms in our system and my girl started messaging me saying she thought the baby was coming so this sent me into a downward spiral because i realised that i was a piece of shit and not there for my soon to be family and felt like i was about to black out so i went and vomited( this was im guessing 40mins or so after the 2nd batch of shrooms i didnt know what time was or how to type) my boys girl was doing the typng for me. well after this hell she/the baby calmed down and i needed to be alone for the rest of the night and i went up and put my beats on and thats when i left my body and my spirit energy/soul traveled through a tunnel like thing and i seen some patterns and mandala like things and then went into a space and was shown an 3D Opal baby head that seemed to be alive. almost like them 3d ultrasound videos. it was like this opal in color View attachment 672531 almost that exact color actually. now when i look back i can tell it was my sons face i seen. his cheeks, mouth, ears ect. are the EXACT SAME as what i seen he is just flesh tone obviously
all i could think in my head when i was seeing this was this has to be my son and i need to change my life drastically to be there for my family. when i came back to my body i felt almost reborn and felt absoluetly compelled to call my girlfriend at 4 AM to tell her i will change my ways and do what ever is necessary to be the father and boyfriend. this is obviously the short version as i cant describe everything you see in a trip. thoughts/experiences are very fleeting at that high of a dose
ok so i had just got into an arguemnt with my pregnant girlfriend and i was staying at my buddys and i was acting all cocky because i had some badass home grown shrooms i was proud of and took an oz with me over there. so at first me and him made 7 grams each in tea and his girl made 4 grams or so and we proceded to try and work streaming a movies while we came up and that didnt work so we jamed out litenng to some Floyd for a while and we were all tripping very nicely and like i said i was cocky so i look at him and was like ehh im not really feeling like i should from 7 grams so we proceeded to eat another 5 each . well i guess the 1st batch we drank didnt fully kick in yet so now we have all these shrooms in our system and my girl started messaging me saying she thought the baby was coming so this sent me into a downward spiral because i realised that i was a piece of shit and not there for my soon to be family and felt like i was about to black out so i went and vomited( this was im guessing 40mins or so after the 2nd batch of shrooms i didnt know what time was or how to type) my boys girl was doing the typng for me. well after this hell she/the baby calmed down and i needed to be alone for the rest of the night and i went up and put my beats on and thats when i left my body and my spirit energy/soul traveled through a tunnel like thing and i seen some patterns and mandala like things and then went into a space and was shown an 3D Opal baby head that seemed to be alive. almost like them 3d ultrasound videos. it was like this opal in color View attachment 672531 almost that exact color actually. now when i look back i can tell it was my sons face i seen. his cheeks, mouth, ears ect. are the EXACT SAME as what i seen he is just flesh tone obviously
all i could think in my head when i was seeing this was this has to be my son and i need to change my life drastically to be there for my family. when i came back to my body i felt almost reborn and felt absoluetly compelled to call my girlfriend at 4 AM to tell her i will change my ways and do what ever is necessary to be the father and boyfriend. this is obviously the short version as i cant describe everything you see in a trip. thoughts/experiences are very fleeting at that high of a dose
i love it man hes my first child so its all new to me and i didnt have any younger siblings growing up so it was TOTALLY NEW! i never even held a baby ntil my son and im 28. but reguardless my "instincts" if you will really kicked in after that trip and everyting is just kinda coming naturally, its VERY STRANGE yet VERY AMAZING and REWARDING
thaks for lettng me clog up your thread a little 
i love it man hes my first child so its all new to me and i didnt have any younger siblings growing up so it was TOTALLY NEW! i never even held a baby ntil my son and im 28. but reguardless my "instincts" if you will really kicked in after that trip and everyting is just kinda coming naturally, its VERY STRANGE yet VERY AMAZING and REWARDING
yea man i was a hopeless heroin addict for 9 years and got sober after my last overdose and prison moved away from where i grew up met my girl on new years eve at a dance and now we have a son
haha but no seriously hes the best thing that has happened to me. he gives me a reason to live now and stay sober
