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Mellow Yellow
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I do believe I have an envoirnmental issue. The heat is too much as my temps spike up to over 100 degrees during the day. I have no way to cool my grow area any better.
This really sucks, I have had all males so far.... I am starting to worry that I won't have any medicine for my PTSD which seems to be getting worse as the days go on without anything to medicate myself.
I'm just trying to hang on and last until I get something to take this fucking depression away!
Maybe I could deal with the depression, but my mind seems to never be at rest and events play over and over in my head...
I am loosing the battle with this I fear. It sucks not being able to use something like MJ legally that is able to help me. I hate taking anti-depressant meds that don't work and have nasty side effects..
This really sucks, I have had all males so far.... I am starting to worry that I won't have any medicine for my PTSD which seems to be getting worse as the days go on without anything to medicate myself.
I'm just trying to hang on and last until I get something to take this fucking depression away!
Maybe I could deal with the depression, but my mind seems to never be at rest and events play over and over in my head...
I am loosing the battle with this I fear. It sucks not being able to use something like MJ legally that is able to help me. I hate taking anti-depressant meds that don't work and have nasty side effects..