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Gawd..caught sight of meself in the bathroom mirror.......sigh...... :pass:

I remember the days me muscles rippled..........now I just ripple.........:crying:......old age is not for cissies.......
No it's sure not!
I coped pretty well with my injuries when younger. There were things I couldn't/shouldn't do back then, but I adjusted. I'm struggling hard now to cope, especially since covid shit.
It's getting extremely difficult to cope mentally and physically. When ya get slammed to the floor and pass out from the pain, it's difficult to keep a positive mental attitude. That "Just breathe" mantra, is losing its effectiveness.
I do the only thing I know what to do. I pick myself up. The scary thing is that I'm beginning to doubt how long I can keep up the struggle. And that's on top of all the other crap that life throws on all of us from time to time.

Sorry Auntie. The comment hit home pretty hard this morning. It's a bit cathartic to get some of the crap of my chest.
I almost called the Vet crisis line yesterday, but stopped. As fresh as the pain was at the time, I probably would have come off as someone about to or could end it all. I didn't need some retard LEO coming to my home for a welfare check and have them TRY to assert their power they THINK they have. I wouldn't have been very tolerant of stupidity.

I think a nice hot soak would be a positive move this morning. Sure can't hurt!
 
I Gotcha @WildBill :bighug: ...you know permanent unrelenting pain wears you out...and I've seen you struggle with the pain for months.....
Add in out lowest mood and wellness levels for the last 3 months it is not a Surprise that you have a Battle on your hands.

You will not be the Only one either...it is Natural..but people keep it to themselves..and therein is the Danger.....it leaves you Isolating and alone.

if you got Pain...Shout it out.....:yay1:...Taking might not help the Pain...but getting it out helps the brain.....




It's a bit cathartic to get some of the crap of my chest.

It Is...Pain makes you Mute.....:headbang:


I almost called the Vet crisis line yesterday, but stopped. As fresh as the pain was at the time, I probably would have come off as someone about to or could end it all. I didn't need some retard LEO coming to my home for a welfare check and have them TRY to assert their power they THINK they have. I wouldn't have been very tolerant of stupidity.

Better Talking to us @WildBill ...we don't judge...:pass: ...most people wil havee experience in what you are going through..

I'm in exactly the same predicament with my Mother. Docs can't stop her pain...hospital can't stop her pain....and it is wearing her out....
but if she goes to the Docs and says the pain is making life not worth living...they will take away her big pain killers for suicide watch.

She is in no way suicidal...she just wants the pain to stop...:shrug: ...


I think a nice hot soak would be a positive move this morning. Sure can't hurt!

:soak: Sure can't Hurt @WildBill...:bighug:..keep your chin up....I Swear Spring is 'round the corner..Pain is aways Worse in Winter..
 
No it's sure not!
I coped pretty well with my injuries when younger. There were things I couldn't/shouldn't do back then, but I adjusted. I'm struggling hard now to cope, especially since covid shit.
It's getting extremely difficult to cope mentally and physically. When ya get slammed to the floor and pass out from the pain, it's difficult to keep a positive mental attitude. That "Just breathe" mantra, is losing its effectiveness.
I do the only thing I know what to do. I pick myself up. The scary thing is that I'm beginning to doubt how long I can keep up the struggle. And that's on top of all the other crap that life throws on all of us from time to time.

Sorry Auntie. The comment hit home pretty hard this morning. It's a bit cathartic to get some of the crap of my chest.
I almost called the Vet crisis line yesterday, but stopped. As fresh as the pain was at the time, I probably would have come off as someone about to or could end it all. I didn't need some retard LEO coming to my home for a welfare check and have them TRY to assert their power they THINK they have. I wouldn't have been very tolerant of stupidity.

I think a nice hot soak would be a positive move this morning. Sure can't hurt!
Yeah, wife gets miffed when I put on the headphones and bow my head and close my eyes.......not that I don't want to talk, just trying to concentrate on something other than the pain..
 
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