Really? I committed to growing sponsored seed in a journal yet that is pretty difficult to do with no seed. Commitment works both ways. And the virus pretty much F'd things up time wise and otherwise.
I grow for the enjoyment of growing my own medicine and journal for the sharing of information with others. Seeds didn't show so I have my limit of 4 plants growing now for the summer. I am supposed to have autos coming, so I could get them going only after I chop what I have going now.
If that isn't acceptable, do whatever you need to do. Ain't my fault the seeds weren't here in a timely manner for the summer outdoor season. Take the badge and throw it on the compost pile for all I care at this point.