Depression and Suicide

[MisterHarpy]

I wish, family left me when I was younger, my mom threw my dad out, of the country to get a new boyfriend. When the boyfriend moved in he was a drunk and tried hitting my mom this was when I was 13, I stood up to him so he wouldn't hit my mom, and my mom ended throwing me out. Saying he will support me and you're just causing trouble. So I've been on my own ever since, unfortunately I had all my money in growing equipment. And thought it would be a good investment to buy glass. And I had a huge collection even a faberge egg, that I thought if something ever goes wrong. I can sell these. But I can't sell what's destroyed, I've been talking to a resort, as my career was as a handy man/ maintenance man and they offered me a job, only problem is my car blew a rod. So I can't get a ride there, it's like I can't catch a break

 

[stepside]

One step forward, two steps back. As long as you keep trying to go forward you'll make it man. I've had some seriously long runs of bad luck. But eventually things will come around.

 

[dankstyle J]

Praying for all that hurt on this thread thanks for sharing

 

[Dark Matter]

Man that sucks ass. I would go find your landlord and get my belongings back. He has no right legal or not to take your things. It's theft no matter what way you look at it. Plus he can't prove you were growing can he? He may have the stuff,but what's to say its,not his?

Fuck that prick go get,your shit man.

Step I think your meaning crowd funding ?

 

[MisterHarpy]

He didn't take them, he destroyed them, all of it was trashed, like he had a dumpster outside, with a crusher and it was filled with all my stuff. I don't know If he took pictures or not but all my plants and shit were outside in a fire pit. It's like he literally cleared it out.

 

[stepside]

Yeah maybe, I heard of it somewhere. I'm not one to stay up on current events. I don't watch news or read the paper its all full of depressing shit. Kids getting molested, theater shootings all that shit. I got my own cesspool of a life. But whatever that thing is I'd be glad to help out an AFN brother. I'm not saying anyone needs a handout, just saying I'll give you my hand

 

[Dark Matter]

I'd still get what's rightfully,mine offa him. He trashed your stuff. YOUR STU NOT HIS

 

[MisterHarpy]

So my dilemma is that I have 250 cash and maybe a Xbox one. So I could pawn it. Which would allow me to buy a engine to fix my car since I'm a mechanic and can do the work myself. But that would leave me at 0, and have no where to park the car to do the replacement, Which is why I thought maybe I should use that money instead for a deposit on a place maybe. But then I have no way to get around to make money. It's like I go round and round

 

[MisterHarpy]

I'd still get what's rightfully,mine offa him. He trashed your stuff. YOUR STU NOT HIS

Talked to a law enforcement friend. I had from childhood. According to him, because it was an emergency situation. Where a pipe busted and landlord had to come in. The landlord had right to do what he wants if what he sees inside is illegal, or could've just called the cops to remove it, and if that would've happened it would be way worse as I would be in jail, but hey at least In jail I have a bed and food

 

[dankstyle J]

The evil forces and the potaganda mindset is by far the angriest group of people forcibly hurting and arresting sick people destruction of property an freedom all so the herb is kept illegal this guy needs to smoke and realize his kind lost more people are learning what. Marijuana is really about