Alright everyone. I went a bit down a depression spiral over the past few months. I stopped taking care of all my plants besides the bare necessities of filling the nutrient water once a week. My autoflowers ended up with some cobweb mold and I had to toss them. I had to shutdown and move everything to have some plumbing work done a few weeks ago.
I am safe, just riding out the mania now and trying new medications/therapists. Always loved sharing my grows with you all on this site. Everyone's always been nice and friendly here. I'll try to continue checking in from time to time. May or may not try again in the future, but I need to focus on myself currently.