@Soulflower , as
@Faction said, don't be too hard on yourself. I wouldn't jump the gun just yet to coco/megacrop. I mean I love the results I see of that too, but that's just way too high maintainence for my taste. Watering to runoff every day? Sometimes twice a day? Nah, not for me... You should check out my first grow in my signature(on growdiaries). I ran 3x 4AM for that grow, and did pure LST on 2 of em, topped the 3rd for the fun of it since it was a mutant. Topped one yielded the least, but the FATTEST BUDS I've ever seen! Had to be held up in late flower lol. I had a feeling LST slowed my plants growth too, but it was my first grow, so not sure. Either way I got to my goal of 300g for all six plants(got 360g in total). I yielded 2oz per plant, and they were roughly only a cubic foot in size
Point I'm trying to make is, it might seem like a small plant at first, but you still have some good stretch left in her. And I know after the stretch is over and she starts to put on weight, you will be surprised by how much more it is than what you thought it was at first!
P.S. I started some LST on one of mine last night! Look for my update later! LST'd a 8cm tall plant with tight freakin nodes... 20 mins of bending back and forth before she was in the right spot lmao.