Heck yea I heard that brother, I had a few drinks yesterday (too many) glad I wasn't on here at the end of the night lol.
I've weaned my self off alcohol for last 2 years. And am now to the point of only drinking once or twice a week, if I stay home with my bud and growing, I cld go along time without any alc. But going out in public is a major trigger for me as well as working in the sun.
I'm Not strong enough to say no yet, hope that changes soon, the plant and dedication to it and goals for a future in the canabiz, are making me stay on track without looking back, but I'd feel like a liar if I didn't include my religion as major reason for so much change as well. Work in progress haha.
I've had many photo strains that was on par with the higher quality autos, but never have seen any that can compare to true elite photo genetics. And after I did the 3 test grows indoor, I was just feeling like, damn there nice plants and all that but dont feel their worth my time indoor compared to indoor photos. That SS NL look like it has a Cpl weeks left be close to 100 days I think.. and my photos looked higher quality @ 3 to 4 weeks flower.
So I'll be sticking to my original way of just growing autos outdoor as a early harvest method from now on.