Hi I am new to this site as well. Although I haven't made my own introductory thread, your introduction is very close to what I would have written as well. Ex soldier, crippling anxiety, zero enthusiasm for pharma dopey pills, and I find marijuana works wonders to alleviate the worst of my symptoms. I am also a light weight when it comes to smoking. I tried the buying a bit here and there but that was more hassle and expense than it was worth here in the backwater where I live. Anyway best of luck with your grow. I hope it brings you back to even.