Indoor SAWNEY BEAN. Pssst! Over here.

[Mrs.InkAddict]

I'm fighting that drinking battle now...I got to stop...that shit will kill you....I quit for a long ti.e started back up few months back....lot of shit going on..it's not an excuse..I just know what I need to do...throw that shit aside and only smoke weed.....

I love you I would die if I lost you to drinking , I cry every day and night over this and it kills me to see you like this , you aren’t the same person I hate feeling like I’m mourning you even though you’re still here. I know you can do it - and only you can do it for yourself . I will always support you in quitting I just can’t support your decision to keep drinking.

 

[Mrs.InkAddict]

Same I'm not a mean drunk but it definitely changes my personality...I become distant.....when I'm usually happy and a really kind person....I can get mean but I got to get really pissed....I'm going to quit...I got edibles now... @Mrs.InkAddict made and they are fire...I did notice it helps with the cravings...I think your on to something....more edibles less beer....ty

Distant is an understatement - emotionally, physically and mentally unavailable . I feel alone 99.9 percent of the day . I will make you edibles until you can’t stand them anymore if that helps you with no wanting to drink anymore .

 

[Jean-O]

Same I'm not a mean drunk but it definitely changes my personality...I become distant.....when I'm usually happy and a really kind person....I can get mean but I got to get really pissed....I'm going to quit...I got edibles now... @Mrs.InkAddict made and they are fire...I did notice it helps with the cravings...I think your on to something....more edibles less beer....ty

When I eat the edibles I crave sweet things like Mt Dew and candy and Alcohol just flat out doesn't sound good when Im that kind of high. I consider myself a Shifter as I have come to know it as. I haven't ever stopped getting a buzz, I just shift from substance to substance to achieve the desired effect. I went from hard drugs in my youth to alcohol then prescriptions back to alcohol and then to cannabis which was always in my life but until I started to use it as a medicine and started to realize its healing powers to myself it was always just another party source. Now days I don't claim sobriety but I do live a clean lifestyle and cannabis keeps me from doing dumb stuff oddly enough. I know I couldn't have quite without my wife behind me and it sounds like you have a good woman to back you up with this. I know this isn't AA but if you ever need to chat hit me up in the PM or email and Id be glad to chat and try to help out.

 

[InkAddict$]

When I eat the edibles I crave sweet things like Mt Dew and candy and Alcohol just flat out doesn't sound good when Im that kind of high. I consider myself a Shifter as I have come to know it as. I haven't ever stopped getting a buzz, I just shift from substance to substance to achieve the desired effect. I went from hard drugs in my youth to alcohol then prescriptions back to alcohol and then to cannabis which was always in my life but until I started to use it as a medicine and started to realize its healing powers to myself it was always just another party source. Now days I don't claim sobriety but I do live a clean lifestyle and cannabis keeps me from doing dumb stuff oddly enough. I know I couldn't have quite without my wife behind me and it sounds like you have a good woman to back you up with this. I know this isn't AA but if you ever need to chat hit me up in the PM or email and Id be glad to chat and try to help out.

Thanks I appreciate it...we have similar life styles...I was addicted to prescriptions which caused me to do some dumb shit and did 10 years in prison....came home and cannabis was everywhere I instantly started smoking and growing.....when I got out...I was doing good and only smoking...then I started picking up a beer every once in a while...then it turned to everyday....now I'm fighting to ️...it's hard....but I'll get this...I'm stronger then that.....I'll do the edibles....and thanks again...it's nice to know there are others out there who care...ty

 

[InkAddict$]

When I eat the edibles I crave sweet things like Mt Dew and candy and Alcohol just flat out doesn't sound good when Im that kind of high. I consider myself a Shifter as I have come to know it as. I haven't ever stopped getting a buzz, I just shift from substance to substance to achieve the desired effect. I went from hard drugs in my youth to alcohol then prescriptions back to alcohol and then to cannabis which was always in my life but until I started to use it as a medicine and started to realize its healing powers to myself it was always just another party source. Now days I don't claim sobriety but I do live a clean lifestyle and cannabis keeps me from doing dumb stuff oddly enough. I know I couldn't have quite without my wife behind me and it sounds like you have a good woman to back you up with this. I know this isn't AA but if you ever need to chat hit me up in the PM or email and Id be glad to chat and try to help out.

And my wife is here for me

 

[Mrs.InkAddict]

And my wife is here for me

Always … I love you I miss YOU beyond words

 

[InkAddict$]

@Zer0 hey do you top when you orgy pot? I usually do...I'm thinking of not and just letting them grow with some good trimming and stem pressing as @Sawney_bean has taught me...it will help them stay more uniform then butting heads.......I did my orgy pot of @Jean-O

what's my name...I got 2 in a one gal pot....

 

[Zer0]

@Zer0 hey do you top when you orgy pot? I usually do...I'm thinking of not and just letting them grow with some good trimming and stem pressing as @Sawney_bean has taught me...it will help them stay more uniform then butting heads.......I did my orgy pot of @Jean-O View attachment 1614950 what's my name...I got 2 in a one gal pot....

I never top unless I'm forced to, i use LST clips or bend the stem like you do. i think i'm going to try doing a net on my next orgy grow and see how that works for me, only tried it once in a small 2x2 tent, i need to try it on a 4x4 setup.

 

[Sawney_bean]

How about a Manson OG , or maybe Kaczynski OG abbreviated to Tedski OG.and for the really wicked Nightstalker OG.

Nightstalker has been on the list for year's lol

 

[Sawney_bean]

@Zer0 hey do you top when you orgy pot? I usually do...I'm thinking of not and just letting them grow with some good trimming and stem pressing as @Sawney_bean has taught me...it will help them stay more uniform then butting heads.......I did my orgy pot of @Jean-O View attachment 1614950 what's my name...I got 2 in a one gal pot....

In sea of green I don't top . I get my fast harvest by not freaking them out or stretching out the life span.