Hey
@St. Tom
Regarding falling off the map, this is always down to external forces beyond my control.
Once I move house all the silly nonsense will disappear, it is all down to the house I live in and my landlord.
10 years of cat and mouse but they still haven't got anything on me, but they do have their suspicions that i grow though, they just haven't ever been able to prove it.
The suspicion is all based on my landlord catching me reeking of weed after a trimming job, I did for a mate 10 years ago.
Once out of this house and I can be a 52 weeks of the year grower again and that means I will no longer be falling of the map!
In the mean time I would rather, fall of the map here and there and keep my liberty, rather than getting caught which would mean eviction, fines and my family knowing that I have been growing weed.
My disappearances, have made me feel at times that I have let people down in the forums, which pains me greatly and it is all because I am trying to stay safe.
The last thing in the world I want is for people to see me as unreliable but that is exactly what I have become, due to forces beyond my control!, all this will end and I will be putting a stop to it!
It will take a few months to get fully back on my feet but I have no doubt that I will achieve my goal and be free of this house and the arsehole who owns it!
