Just ordered 4 types of chilies from Tradewind Fruits, an heirloom seed seller
Jeez man, sorry to hear. Sad it still has be that kind of dogs life. Yeah, enough to put a fire in the belly and get moving.
Grow some crackling hot chilies man, and don't forget to carry an emergency walkie talkie before you go to the restroom, things could get hot if not handled delicately, be safe