Once again, thank you for all the kind words and well wishes. Had I known this was such a friendly community I wouldnt have lurked so long and would have registered/posted sooner, I'll admit, I was very intimidated at first glance.
When your seeds come in start a journal in the new growers section. Muddy is the sites new growers helper and is very knowledgeable. Are the seeds you ordered automatic?
Yes they are automatic, well except for some freebies [although I did put a bug in their ear

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Greetings Ezyahs,
I am sorry for the loss of someone so irreplaceable in your life.
I find growing to be very cathartic in it's own right, so hopefully you will find some healing and peace in the process of producing your own meds as well as using them.
Let me suggest you start a grow journal in the New Growers Forum. Muddy is the primary moderator there and I am not sure you will find a better handholder thru your first couple of grows.
In starting the thread, let him know what things you do have. Every detail you can provide will help.
I realize you are on a tight budget, but there are a few things you will need to have a sucessful grow.
1. 2gal containers. You can get by with a little smaller, but doing so will probably reduce your yield.
2. Soil/Soil-less medium. Pro-Mix is a very good mix and Muddy often recommends it.
3 Nutrients- Since you are on a budget, I will leave it to Muddy to suggest a simple economical choice for you to use.
4 Lights- Do you have the CFL's your friend used? If so, post that info in the journal, if not you will have to decide what you can afford.
5 ph pen- Many beginners try to get by without this and when they run into problems, have to scramble to get one. The thing is many problems might have been avoided in the first place if they had the device and used it.
6 Fans & Filters- You will need a circulating fan blowing on the plants at the very least and depending on where you live you may need a carbon filter with an exhaust fan to deal with the smell.(Growing cannabis can be quite stinky)
Not to try and discourage you in anyway but I have found for most people (not those that are very creative in repurposing things) the startup cost for a closet room grow is around $350 at least. That amount covers the minimum costs I have found for the items on my list. Now most of that is for things that will last you for many grows, but it is something to consider for a successful grow. You can get by for substantially less but you will have to keep it very simple and probably just one plant at a time.
Good Luck!
gtron, not discouraging at all! My budget is not as tight as you think, thankfully I have a great support system backing me and will be able to keep costs low through donations and trades.
1. I've been offered 12 3gal containers. Not that I ever plan to grow 12 plants at a time, but it was offered so I thought it might be good to have extras as backup. You however recommend 2gal...is there a big difference?
2. ProMix, no trades or donations here but a deep discount through a friend.
3. On my own with the nutrients, so I guess, not minimal cost, but midrange?
4. Lighting and fixtures will come as a trade from a close friend, that being said...I'd like to keep this cost as low as possible as I would not have charged this person regardless but they insisted.
5. I have 2 testers, this is one thing I've understood the importance of from the beginning.
6. "Stealth" isn't really an issue, but one of the parentals HATES the smell [just my luck right?] but as a family we assume that the location of the grow will be far enough away from common areas for it not to be an issue, however...I have budgeted for this if it becomes a problem.
I will start a Journal as soon as I receive my seeds. Anyone have any advice/tips/things I should read until then?
Sincerely,
The girl who just found she's been watering a dead cactus.