I recently have been free of the opiate demon for my terrible knee pain. However I find with the high thc strains I have tremendous feelings of guilt or paranoia when smoking them. They work for my pain but I have so much guilt and fear when using them. I am looking for a strain that wont do this to me mentally and still help with my pain. I also always have a bear of a time getting beans stateside. I wish our country was not so up tight and now with orange hitler in office I am so scared that I will be in pain or back on the damn opiates that I weened myself from over the period of 6 months. Please help me AFN folks. I have been around for years on this site and have had some very generous people help me in the past. I come and go it seems most likely from me using opiates and loosing interest in canna but I cannot and will not go back on opiates again for my pain. They make me mean and hurtful towards those I love and I feel so isolated while using them.