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[420Forever]

daily dose of vitamin E... ppp

 

[Suki]

You Think the rest of us Can.............................?......................Exactly how Stoned are you....................







You Need to be Kind to yourself @Suki813 ........apart from the fact you are like a little whirlwind/speed.......you don't Look any different to the rest of us...........

Its just really hard when you can remember how you used to be (gotta be some kind of cruel irony in that) but it takes you six months of OT to be able to consistently remember the word for "spoon." I still struggle with a lot of words in conversation and its like super common simple stuff. Like to the point where I will write 3 sentences when 1 will do because I can't remember the words I need to make the 1 sentence make sense. Or just say fuck it and not bother saying it at all. I miss being a functional adult. I'm tired of feeling like I'm losing my mind all the time and feeling like a unreliable flake cause I can't remember things I've said or done or agreed to, or false memories where I KNOW I've done something but I never really did. Just super frustrating. I'm also at a huge genetic probability of developing whatever unspecified neuro problem has caused my gma and all her siblings to basically lose all of their memory/higher thought processes, and then the brain injury and ptsd on top of it put me at a higher risk of developing early onset alzheimer's as well. I just really really don't enjoy that feeling in a smoke I guess.

 

[Suki]

Time and Practice.....because Effect is so Individual...it is a Question of what Works.....FOR YOU.

When I first started everyone told me I needed Satis....and they were so Wrong.........test....test....test....

Precisely why I've got 13 different strains in my treasure chest currently lol.

 

[420Forever]

Precisely why I've got 13 different strains in my treasure chest currently lol.

variety for the win! ppp

 

[Mañ'O'Green]

Good Morfnoevight All you Thursday stoners.

The auto shop is not open today so I will not be able to continue cleaning today. It is scheduled for tomorrow. The owner has two businesses and he works at the other one on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

Hmmm. No Rust. You don't seem to live in Canada...

There is no rust on this truck anywhere. It has been in the central valley of California all it's life. 300K miles

My cousin, that local to me, just called and said he tested positive for the last variant of COVID-19 this morning when he went to work. He says it's less than a regular cold. All he has is a sore throat and feeling tired. He's vaxxed, but no booster.

With as rapid as this last variant is spreading. it should burn itself out very quickly.
Logic would ensue that would be the end of any sort of government mandate......................but we are talking about government. I haven't seen ANY logic from ANY government in the world since this crap started!

The world was not ready for this pandemic and if the next one takes more than ten years to get here they will not be ready for it either We just never seem to learn from the past.

 

[Cerebral Goo]

Time for some electric lunch. The man that invented psychedelic music! Then went too psychedelic...

 

[Suki]

Hubby is being snippy and I'm already in a mood, crying and nauseated and feel like scum. Had my phone app with psych this afternoon and I was telling him that I don't think the Adderall is working well for me, as I haven't ever really felt as good with it as I did with the Concerta (which can help with the depressive part of bipolar as well as the adhd). Since I'm on a different insurance I was hoping I could switch without it turning into a huge hassle. We only moved to the Adderall cause the old insurance I had through my job was giving me a huge run around every time I tried to refill. He wants me to double my dose starting tomorrow and see if that helps, and then call him on Monday to let him know how its going. If it doesn't help we will write it off as a "failed drug" which should make switching easier with the insurance. So, if I end up being cracked out this weekend, yall will know why. Rather just go back to the Concerta now but it is what it is. Once this part is straightened out we will revisit potentially increasing my mood stabilizer dosage as I've really been leaning into the depressive side of the bipolar stuff for quite some time and I'm just way beyond sick of it. I know it's been wearing on hubby as well.

 

[Suki]

Its been about a year since the med switch, in fact right before I got fired. I thought I was just depressed from losing my job but it makes sense that the change in meds is contributing now that I know that Concerta is used off label for bipolar depression.

 

[Suki]

Trying to hold on the the thought that I need to add milk to the LABS once hubby leaves. He would be less than pleased to know I'm gonna be making curdled milk on purpose but if he doesn't see me do it I doubt he will notice. If he knows I know he will complain about it smelling.

 

[mdabber]

Not quite, my brain injury really fucks with me and I really don't like strains that make it worse without making me feel good high. I think its cause I stuck the ball of lemon drop scissor hash in there too. Cause it wasn't a I'm so baked kind of thing, I didn't feel high, just really stupid. Which is kinda the opposite of what I was looking for for daytime meds. Like, I don't mind the not being super baked part cause idk that being super baked would be all that helpful, but I'm hunting terps that are specifically meant to help with ptsd and alzheimer's/memory/thought function, and this was like the complete opposite.

First time I had lsd25 from fast buds it was like I just felt stupid and slowed down. Great strain and great flavor. But yah is rather stuff I can think or that makes you think like sativa effects.