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Yea, same look I get, but l we still need to try don't we.

Do you do use any CBD?
I find it helps tremendously.

Peace

Tincture has been the real game changer for me...high dosing green dragon has astonishing effect with both cbd and thc

Stick - do you know of any Auto MoB's floating around?

 

[Another One Bites the Dust1]

Tincture has been the real game changer for me...high dosing green dragon has astonishing effect with both cbd and thc

Stick - do you know of any Auto MoB's floating around?

Yes on the GTD for me as well as CannaCoconut oil.

Bob b is working on them, and I know he will be selling them through autobeanstalk. I just started working on them as well, but using a more Indica dom strain with color for the auto genetics instead of F99a that bob is using. I'm just at F1 right now. BZ1 has just started some for OD this year.

Peace

 

[hairyman]

Yea, same look I get, but l we still need to try don't we.

Do you do use any CBD?
I find it helps tremendously.

Peace

Yes we still have to try regardless , I haven't tried CBD strains as of yet, though now you've recommended it; I am going to have to try , next harvest I am going to try making the GDT.

 

[Exotic Flower]

Yep me too.

Finally had lumbar fusion two years ago, and still in as much pain as before surgery. I knew going in it was a crap shoot, but at least it kept me from being in a wheel chair. Had my right knee replaced a few years ago, with a revision later. Still hurts like hell most of the time, but again keeps my walking. Three level fusion on me neck a few years ago, and still doing fairly well there so far.

All the pharmaceuticals I took for years are really starting to do a number on my cognitive functioning. Move forward we must though.

Peace

OMG. @StickMan, you must be in a lot of pain.
Sounds really awful. Hope you can find some relief.

Santi.

 

[NateNobody]

Only people that have experienced fierce pain have an idea of the impact really...all the school in the world doesn't make a doctor understand what it "feels" like, and certainly not to the the degree of months flowing into years, and eventually into decades of constant chronic pain.
I did sooooo much with the "modern medicine" system, and in reality it did nothing for me in the long run. Years of multiple doctors, specialty surgeons and pain specialists, half dozen physiotherapists and it was all a waste of my time and money.

What's up @912GreenSkell? Back pain is unfortunately something else we have in common. I have avoided surgery for those exact reasons. I got hit (not that hard) by a military van when I was in the corps. Missed a couple days duty due to lower back pain and tightness. I was 18....no biggie. I got out of the Marine Corps about 10 months later at 21 years old. Flash forward 4 years, I lie face down on my living room floor after a 12 hour 3rd shift, and fall asleep for maybe 20 minutes. When I wake up and start to get to my knees, it felt like my lower spine was bending the wrong way, and about to snap. My wife had to call an ambulance, and I was off to the emergency room. The crazy part was that on the ride in, I was laying there talking to the emt, and just like that, I felt the pressure instantly go away, like someone had opened a pressure valve all the way. I sat up and I was fine. The mri showed that I have disc damage in my L4 and L5; so right at the lowest point of my back, where all your back movement starts. The Marine Corps denied all responsibility, and I had no proof, because I had misplaced my files over the years. I had med record sent to me, but all it showed was that I went to sick call and had lower back strain from a fall. I was young, and didn't think I could fight Uncle Sam, so I did not pursue a claim. I am 53 now, and have had lower back problems since my mid 20s. I have lost jobs because I stay physically fit, so I looked strong as hell, not like the typical severe back pain sufferer you picture; hunched over all the time, wearing a back brace and using a cane. I wasn't in pain all, or even most of the time, but when I was, it was (is) excruciating and almost unbearable pain. I now have arthritis in both disc, and for those who don't have that......let me just say, the disc pain with the addition of the arthritis made me understand why some people in pain think about suicide, and I don't mean that as any kind of joke.

On a much more positive note, my mom recently went through boxes in her attic, and found some of my old things. Amoung those things was a box of comic books that had a couple military files mixed in.The original medical file was in there. It had a additional document that they didn't send when I made my request. The opening statement said, and I quote "This marine was struck in lower back and knocked down by duty van, while bending to pick up trash on police call." No Sh**!!! I now have a claim against the corps, and a great lawyer that took the case with no cash up front, once she read just the opening statement. Anyway, didn't mean to be so chatty, just got more pissed the more that I typed. Hope you find some relief my friend.

 

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What's up @912GreenSkell? Back pain is unfortunately something else we have in common. I have avoided surgery for those exact reasons. I got hit (not that hard) by a military van when I was in the corps. Missed a couple days duty due to lower back pain and tightness. I was 18....no biggie. I got out of the Marine Corps about 10 months later at 21 years old. Flash forward 4 years, I lie face down on my living room floor after a 12 hour 3rd shift, and fall asleep for maybe 20 minutes. When I wake up and start to get to my knees, it felt like my lower spine was bending the wrong way, and about to snap. My wife had to call an ambulance, and I was off to the emergency room. The crazy part was that on the ride in, I was laying there talking to the emt, and just like that, I felt the pressure instantly go away, like someone had opened a pressure valve all the way. I sat up and I was fine. The mri showed that I have disc damage in my l4 and l5; so right at the lowest point of my back, where all your back movement starts, I had disc damage. The Marine Corps denied all responsibility, and I had no proof, because I had misplaced my files over the years. I had med record sent to me, but all it showed was that I went to sick call and had lower back strain from a fall. I was young, and didn't think I could fight Uncle Sam, so I did not pursue a claim. I am 53 now, have had lower back problems since the mid 20s. I have lost jobs because I stay physically fit, so I looked strong as hell, not like the typical severe back pain sufferer you picture; hunched over all the time, wearing a back brace and using a cane. I wasn't in pain all, or even most of the time, but when I was, it was (is) excruciating and almost unbearable pain.

Man I am sorry to hear that bud! Of all of the places that "should" take care of injured "workers" the military should be at the top...but unfortunately they are not, and make you fight tooth and nail for some compensation for a lifetime of pain. Its sad. When i screwed my back/neck I went through a gruelling battle with the insurance company and after 7 years of battling they left me with nothing but hatred and contempt for the crooked system that is supposed to be there to help. I was left in so much pain(24/7 non stop chronic pain)and with so much hatred for the system i was border lining suicide every damn day. I was on the verge of losing my house and everything else i worked so hard to acquire, and then the pain was damn near unbearable. I once was asked to described it to a specialist doctor "Imagine a screwdriver being jammed into your spine at the base of the skull, and then rake the screw driver down your spine to the tailbone and back up to your skull every 3 seconds... for 10 years straight" This type of pain left me a shadow of who i once was....crazy spells of dizzyness(sometimes to the point of blacking out) were common in the early years of the injury(the first 10 years) and migrane headaches were fierce and nearly every day.Around 5 of 7 days over the first decade after my injury the dizzyness and migranes would make me vomit bad(which was alot of fun and great to compound the pain in the upper neck). Anxiety and depression came into effect around 2 years after my injury. Insomnia came on strong which compounded the other problems even further.
Fortunately its not as bad anymore(something that the doctors told me would never happen and it would be a degrading condition). So what it the only thing that has changed? Tons of weed and most importantly Tincture. When i say tincture has changed my life that is not quite the right way to say it....cannabis has SAVED my life.

I now have arthritis in both disc, and for those who don't have that......let me just say, the disc pain with the addition of the arthritis made me understand why some people in pain think about suicide, and I don't mean that as any kind of joke.

I never understood suicide until i went through true agonizing pain form my injury, but now i do get it. I am not weak, but there was times i looked at the rifle with blood in my eye. Its a harsh realization when you know you are seriously considering ending it all. But no way....i couldnt leave my family with the burden of my death...so i trudged on and never admit defeat.

On a much more positive note, my mom recently went through boxes in her attic, and found some of my old things. Amoung those things was a box of comic books that had a couple military files mixed in.The original medical file was in there. It had a additional document that they didn't send when I made my request. The opening statement said, and I quote "This marine was struck in lower back and knocked down by duty van, while bending to pick up trash on police call." No Sh**!!! I now have a claim against the corps, and a great lawyer that took the case with no cash up front, once she read just the opening statement. Anyway, didn't mean to be so chatty, just got more passed the more I typed. Hope you find some relief my friend.

Man this is hopefully a positive outcome(to a point) for you. Fingers crossed it all works out for you!!

This is funny.....I cant help it, I want to know what kind of comics books they were!!!! Geeky for sure....but i still collect comic books form the 60's, 70's and 80's

 

[NateNobody]

@912GreenSkell , what's up my man? Sorry to hear that, brother. My pain is way different, but very "pin point" and excruciating. It feels like those disc are little balloons, being blown up to the point just before they burst....not burst, explode, and then it holds the pressure right at the max point it can be. I am every bit a man brother, and I have been in tears, and I am talking in the last 10 day! No shame in your game for that, man. The tears are not always just from the pain, but the sheer exhaustion of having to deal with it, every day......all day, and nobody getting it, and most thinking (even some of my family) that you are full of it. I have had my .32 out on the table a time or two as well. Stay strong, brother.

On the comic books; I was in 83'-85', and most were Captain America, Luke Cage, The Incredible Hulk and Luke Cage. I didn't read a lot of books back then, but loved the comics. I have a huge tattoo of one of those guys on my arm right now! Don't want to say which guy or arm, because I try to stay as anonymous on here as possible. (Jeff Sessions)

Oh yeah, I am sitting aside a nice bit of bud to make the "Rick Simpson" cannabis oil. Can't wait to give it a try.

 

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@912GreenSkell , what's up my man? Sorry to hear that, brother. My pain is way different, but very "pin point" and excruciating. It feels like those disc are little balloons, being blown up to the point just before they burst....not burst, explode, and then it holds the pressure right at the max point it can be. I am every bit a man brother, and I have been in tears, and I am talking in the last 10 day! No shame in your game for that, man. The tears are not always just from the pain, but the sheer exhaustion of having to deal with it, every day......all day, and nobody getting it, and most thinking (even some of my family) that you are full of it. I have had my .32 out on the table a time or two as well. Stay strong, brother.

You are absolutely right my friend. There is no shame....you are right in so many levels. My heart goes out to all of you out there that have to deal with chronic intense pain. I know what its all about, and I do know how hard it can be.

On the comic books; I was in 83'-85', and most were Captain America, Luke Cage, The Incredible Hulk and Luke Cage. I didn't read a lot of books back then, but loved the comics. I have a huge tattoo of one of those guys on my arm right now! Don't want to say which guy or arm, because I try to stay as anonymous on here as possible. (Jeff Sessions)

Very cool...Captain America is one of the titles i collect, and the hulk to a degree...i only collect 60's, 70's and 80's books. Don't really read them, more of just a collector thing for me. Get the books on the cheap, and eventually i will sell my collection(likely out of necessity).
Totally understand you not wanting to divulge your tattoo, i wouldn't either!!

A good friend of mine collects the hulk...and wow!! He has every single hulk book in very good condition. Crazy....lot of money was put into his collection that is for sure!! But now its worth farrrrrrr more than he put into it. Iirc he spent around $800 for a graded 9.0 incredible hulk 181(first appearance)....now it sells for $3000-7000

 

[NateNobody]

You are absolutely right my friend. There is no shame....you are right in so many levels. My heart goes out to all of you out there that have to deal with chronic intense pain. I know what its all about, and I do know how hard it can be.



Very cool...Captain America is one of the titles i collect, and the hulk to a degree...i only collect 60's, 70's and 80's books. Don't really read them, more of just a collector thing for me. Get the books on the cheap, and eventually i will sell my collection(likely out of necessity).
Totally understand you not wanting to divulge your tattoo, i wouldn't either!!

A good friend of mine collects the hulk...and wow!! He has every single hulk book in very good condition. Crazy....lot of money was put into his collection that is for sure!! But now its worth farrrrrrr more than he put into it. Iirc he spent around $800 for a graded 9.0 incredible hulk 181(first appearance)....now it sells for $3000-7000

Jesus......if only I had been a little wiser back then. I would be RICH! Well, at least a "thousandaire" several times over. Just read mine and got rid of them, gave some away and lost the rest. They were in sh** condition anyway. I am off to work. Had an extended break, so a couple more hours and it's a wrap. I will see if you are around later, brother.

 

[trailanimal]

I use to be a old school double width gravure printer , I rember when I was young all the old boys use to tell us young ones to watch our backs , use the lifting equipment etc ,, did we listen ,,nope ;;;; them guys was right most of my joints fcked one way or another,,, why don't we listen to our elders when we should

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