Sorry I have been MIA...Tom made the choice to go on hospice against my wishes but I understand he is sick of hospitals and doctors. The amount of medication they sent him to be put on was staggering! It was like a damn human euthanasia kit! The fentanyl patches they put him on caused such a bad reaction I ended up having to rip it off in the middle of the night. His whole face turned red, he was clawing at it so much he scratched his face up, it set off muscle spasms so bad his legs were jerking up to his chest none stop. I called the nurse and she told me to just give him the liquid diazepam, morphine, and Percocet. We told them that we didn't need anything other than his Percocet that he was already on and something just a little stronger to be taken ONLY when doing bandage changes, bath, and moving his arm. They told us they are limited to the number of pills they can write but that he could have all the fentanyl, morphine and diazepam he needed and they could look into putting him on something stronger than the Percocet. This all makes absolutely no sense to me! All that is 100x stronger than his Percocet. I'm just at a loss right now. He won't take half that mess and I don't blame him but his pain has got so bad I actually toyed with the idea of asking someone to find me some cannabis that I could give him now till the plants are done growing...but not knowing anyone I didn't think it wise to walk up to complete strangers asking for weed lol
Anywho I just wanted to update you guys and let you know we're still kicking it's just been a crazy here. I got my seeds soaking now so fingers crossed for a smooth QUICK grow and TY for listening to me vent and ramble.