Yea man everything sucks for me right now. From plants to family to money..
My dog of 15 years was attacked by another dog and had to be put down yesterday. The first dog I ever had. He was family, my best friend, and was getting old, him being put down was coming anyway but he was attacked before his death.. I cant get over it, Im going nuts.. Im lost. Mentally, physically, and emotionally drained.. and not having bud is getting me.. even more depressed.