Growing and still making mistakes, but never stop learning.

I've often thought that maybe this is not how it's supposed to be. If your confused I don't blame you. Might be clearer if I start from the beginning.
In early July of 2019 I was gifted a few cannabis seeds from a friend. I had been retired for a while. I worked until I was 69.
I knew this much about myself, retiring without having something creative to do was not part of the plan.