@Rasterman .
one time back in 1965 , i was 15 or 16 on my first summer of LSD. i had a small tape recorder and recorded my thoughts.
While recording i thought i had solved ALL the worlds problems, and had all the answers to the problems on tape......
WRONG!
when i listened to the recording it was total Gibberish. not one statement made any sense. sounds like it happened to you.