I don’t know what to say besides the title. Typing pages will probably take away from the real message which is just that.
I came very close to losing 2 people that are the closest to me. They aren’t clear yet but doing well. During these times it’s hard to process things that normally come easy. Fear, anger, sadness take over. I guess everyone processes things differently. For me I was nearly crippled. Then I spent thousands of hours researching some of these terrible diseases. All I can say now is I wished I did things differently. Called more or stopped by more regularly. Taking life for granted it the worst thing anyone can do. From the time I died in a lifestar helicopter and just barely brought back to the day my daughters were born. Life is such a beautiful bitch.